Can we rewind back to the start…?
To the days before the silence,
when your voice used to fill me with wisdom…
and when your eyes reflected love in secrecy…
I wish…
things were different.
I wish…
you were still here with me.
I wish…
you were the first person to greet me at the door every single day.
I wish…
you were the one listening to my shiny and stormy stories.
I wish…
you were still the person I turned to
for love…
and for comfort.
If only…
you were still around.
I would know exactly what choice to make,
because in every direction I take,
it’s always about proving how wrong you were…
And in proving how well I handle the mistakes,
there’s you…
smiling in silence,
despite your silence.
6 years without you…
It’s six years of emptiness,
six years of living in uncertainty,
and for six years…
I’ve been missing you continuously.
P/s:-
It’s not his anniversary…It’s just… this space has always been about us.And now, before this little space of mine gets occupied by Ibu,he deserves a little more of me here.A little more love…A little more remembrance…A little more of the space that was always his.
written by;
-Flavnesz @ Chapters_ 8.52 p.m.-
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Little sweet little girl,
"Wise man says, only fools rush in.."
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Been looking for something,
But could it ever be found..?
Preserving everything,
But how much longer would it stay...?
Could this be a waste..?
Would it be a worth...?
How much longer could this be bare?
The energy is draining...
but then...
Will it be okay to give up ...?
Will it be okay if everything ended?
Will it be okay if it is stranded..?
Will it...?
written by;
Flavnesz @ Chapters
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#7seriesofwriting 3: Jealousy [click here]
#7seriesofwriting 4: Betrayal [click here]
#7seriesofwriting 5: Loss [click here]
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"Don't you think it's a fate..?"
"No..."
"Why not...?"
"Because the heart said so..."
"When did I said it...?"
"Shut up...! Just help me...!"
"But I'm telling you, trust him...! It's a fate...!"
"No...! Please...! Just help me for once..!"
"This is a pain for us... Admit it...!"
"But we might be hurt even more later..."
"But can't you feel it...! Should I squeeze you more...?"
"Stop it..! It's better now or it could be worst... Just trust me... For this time..."
"You're running away, aren't you..?"
"I'm... Just... Escaping...."
"Till when..?"
"..."
#7seriesofwriting 3: Jealousy [click here]
#7seriesofwriting 4: Betrayal [click here]
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If a pain is something to begin with..
There's lots in this messy mind..
Yup, it was never empty...
Hang on... This is not a poetry..
But this is just a way, to see where my mind is going...
How do you portray a betrayal in a first place..?
Would it be, when your sister eats good foods and left none for you..?
Or maybe...
When all of your family when on a vacation without you..?
No?
They're not a betrayal to you..?
Okay perhaps not..
But it's disappointing.. Right..?
A disappointment might sound as the worst feelings in life...
But to be honest..
A betrayal would left the worst feeling ever..
It's an unspoken feelings, which could not be portrayed at all...
How..?
Have you ever been in a situation..
Where you trusted ones, sharing the secrets but then you got to know that there's no more secrets left..?
Or maybe, when you got to know that someone that you loved, was no longer fully yours..?
What about, when your soul loved someone, but ended up you got to know that the other half was mended or married to another person..?
There's no words to describe those feelings..
And when it happened..
All you would do is to cry...
Hoping that you could rewind the time..
And fix everything...
Could you ever say a word to portray the words..?
No, right..?
It remained unknown in the life's dictionary...
Which is why it's the worst feelings ever..!
People could say...
"If life gives you lemon, make a lemonade..!"
But when you're betrayed..
There's no time for a lemonade..
As the lemon itself had wound you deeply...
So..
Would you love to join me for a sesh of lemonade...?
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Yelling for her to release everything...
Just how could her...?

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