Chapter 52: The Liebster Award

Saturday, July 22, 2017


I hate leaving my blog empty for more than a week, simply because I know in the end, I would slowly disappear and leave this blog forever (one of the reason why I had been debating with myself in having my own domain).. Anyways,  I'm not writing any vagary for today since I'm actually quite occupied for this whole week, with lots of life drama to be settled down but luckily, Tqa Wu had tagged me to receive this award, so here it is, another question tags about my life..! ☺

picture not by me..😷


  • You have to tell your readers 11 facts about yourself
  • Answer the 11 questions that was given by the blogger who nominated you
  • Nominated 11 bloggers to take part in the challenge  gonna disobey this since I'm too busy to think of new questions.. Sorry for not making this fun anymore.. 😣 
11 Facts of Flavnesz 
  • I was born in Kuala Pilah, it was my father's hometown but please don't speak Negeri's language with me.. I could not respond to them and even barely could understand them..!
  • I'm not a fully malay girl, as the matter of fact, I'm an Indian Muslim girl which people could hardly believe and some might even think I'm joking.. So now, I hope you could relate why I could not speak Negeri.. πŸ˜‰
  • I'm an introvert whom could be talkative as the time past by but then, it really depends on how comfortable I am with that person.. 😌
  • I hate meeting new people in bundle.. It's just a hell no for me.. Just one at a time please.. 😩
  • I could be awkward to the new surroundings but then I could get attached to it easily.. And when I'm attached to it, I hate the facts that I would have to leave the place sooner or later.. 
  • I'm good in answering back (menjawab) which is why I believe, I'm supposed to be a lawyer.. However, I should forget about it now and focus to be a lecturer.
  • I would rather spend my credits to call people rather than texting him/her for hours.. Simply because I'm just not a texting person..
  • My moods could be swayed easily, without any signal.. I could be sitting with you, laughing together and in the next minute, I could be serious and started to ignore you.. πŸ˜…
  • I'm one of the clumsiest person in the family, and among my friends too.. 😁
  • I had thousands of movies to be watched in my hard disk, but then I just too busy catching up with the k-dramas till I just had to ignore them for now.. πŸ˜“
  • I used to have an imaginary friend when I was a kid and now, I just love to escape from the reality and live in my imaginary world.. Well, you might thing I'm a weirdo but I think I'm unique that way.. 😏
11 Questions From Tqa
πŸ’­If you could live forever, how would you spend eternity?
Reading this made me feels tired already, so I guess I would just say no to the eternity.. πŸ˜…

πŸ’­What should they teach in high school but don't?
Hmm.. I'm not so sure about this since kids nowadays are just to adventurous and rebellious.. So I guess it's better if we keep everything low..

πŸ’­Who would you most like to sit next to on a 10 hour flight and why?
I've no one specified but I think I need to sit next to someone whom is super talkative and yet he/she could not annoy me at all or perhaps someone whom could charm me with anything, making it feels less than 10 hours journey, simply because, what's the point picking that person if he/she did not do anything to entertain me.. Right..?

πŸ’­You have $100 to burn, all your friends are busy and you have the whole day to yourself,  what do you do?
I might go to the cinema or just having a "me" time by eating good food and perhaps, having a day vacation all by myself..

πŸ’­What should parent stop teaching their children?
Parents should stop teaching their children from discovering the technology, especially youtube and mobile games..😐

πŸ’­What would your perfect room look like?
Just a simple decoration with a classy look..? Okay how should I elaborate this..?

πŸ’­What is something that your friends would consider "so you"?
The strong smell coming from the kitchen which could make everyone cough especially when I'm heating the "sambal" or trying to cook something spicy..

πŸ’­What's something you are self-conscious about?
My physical..? Well I guess my consciousness on this is getting worse now, making me less confidence with myself... 😐

πŸ’­What gets you fired up?
Dare or challenges from anyone whom tried to pull me down, or when I'm eager to show the best side of me..

πŸ’­If you were put into solitary confinement for six months, what would you do to stay sane?
Singing lots of song to entertain myself..? Oh wait.. That sounds insane.. okay I could not imagine myself in this situation..

πŸ’­What's something horrible that everyone should try at least once?
Horrible in terms of..? Food..? Love..? Experience..? I have no idea on this..

P/s: My reading list went missing from the Blogger's dashboard, claiming I've not followed anyone.. Is there anyone else facing the same problem..? And oh, due this matter, please feel free to drop down your url so that I could catch up with everything.. πŸ’•

Chapter 51: Vagary...?

Thursday, July 6, 2017


Vagary 1: 4 Akik

"Teacher, saya nak bagi duit ni kat teacher.." 
"Eh, what is this for..? A duit raya. for me.?"
"Ha'ah.. Teacher simpan je la teacher.."

Hasyir's sudden gift managed to caught her heart..It might be just a small amount of money to some people, but the random kindness had touched her heart.. On the next day, she visits the class, asking her students to hand in the books, and Chinta immediately approached her..

"Teacher, nah singgit.."
"Eh.. Dah kenapa ni..?"
"Teacher cakap semalam kalau tak hantar, denda singgit.." 

Well, she had forgotten about it at the first place, simply because she didn't mean it.. But when the students reminded her, she didn't want them to think that she's someone that could be messed with, so with heavy hearted she accepted the money and keep in a separate place, so that she won't use the money for herself but she would use the money to by extra rewards for her students.. Hasyir walked while smiling to her, holding the RM1 notes, this time, there're 3 pieces of it.. 

"You didn't finish your work too, Hasyir..?"
"Tak.. tapi cikgu ambil je la RM3 ni.. Mak saya suruh bagi duit raya kat cikgu, boleh pakai buat beli buku.." 

His random statement made her wonder, what did he told his mother about his new practicum teacher.. Another student approached her..

"Teacher.. I was absent yesterday.. Ada pencuri kat rumah saya teacher.."
"Hah..? Rumah awak kena pecah masuk pencuri..?"
"Eh tak.. Dia cat pagar rumah saya warna merah.. Mak saya cakap pencuri buat.. Tangan mak saya luka sebab nak buang cat tu.."

His statements left her in guilt.. What should she say..? How could she respond to that..?

Vagary 2 : 4 Mutiara
She had been watching the girl since the morning as she had to relief the class.. Everyone had been enjoying themselves, playing the games during PJ lesson but the little had been sitting alone at the corner.. She tried to approach the little girl but there's no voice responding to her questions.. 

It was an hour before the school ends and it was the time for her to meet the kids again, and this time, she prepared an English activity for her students.. Throughout the end, she noticed that almost everyone was being active in her class, but again, the little girl, sitting at the end of the class, looking at her with a sad-grumpy face.. She tried to ask the other kids, if they know what happened to the little girl.. Another girl approached me and whispered, " Teacher, she told me that she missed her brother.."

She thanked the girl and approached the little girl..

"Can you wait for me when the class ends..?"

The little girl nodded and as the class ended, the little girl came to her.. She waited for the class to be empty before digging in the information.. She started the conversation by holding the little girl's hand, trying to give her a signal of concern.. 

"Okay.. Can you tell me about your feelings right now..? I noticed that you've been keeping that miserable face since the morning.. What happened to you..?"

The little girl lowered her head, trying to hold her tears.. 

"Okay.. Awak jangan takut.. Awak jangan anggap I'm your teacher right now, anggap teacher ni kakak awak.. ok..?"

She nodded and tears started to roll down on her cheeks..

 " I missed my brother.. And this Friday would be his birthday..."
"You missed your brother..? Where is he right now..?"
"He's in another hostel, at Keramat..."
"And you're living with..? Why were both of you get separated..?"
"I'm living at the orphanage.. Ayah dah takde.. I have four siblings and everyone is staying at the different orphanage, except for the youngest.. Dia tinggal dengan mak saya..." 

Hearing the little girl's story, she immediately hugged the little girl, trying to holding back her tears ...

"I know you had been missing your brother badly and I hoped that I could bring you to meet him... But too bad I couldn't do anything due to the transportation problem.. But can you please promise me that you won't keep anything by yourself anymore.. You've me right now, okay..?" 
Vagary - an unpredictable instance, a wandering journey.. It's all about the bittersweet of life, the school memories that is ought for her to ponder about and this is just a part of the vagary of Razanah Anis..  
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