Chapter 47: Blue Sky Tag (2)

Wednesday, May 31, 2017


I was watching a movie when I suddenly remembered that I had another set of "Blue Sky Tag" questions to be answered.. Special thanks to Eyqa for enlisting me up in her part.. Well at least I had something to come up with.. πŸ’•

🌀 Do you know Finn of Adventure Times?
Well, I've heard of it but I've never bother to search about it..  πŸ˜…

🌀 How much a 10Kg of raw rice cost? 
Okay this is such a random question for a woman whom barely care about buying raw rice for herself.. But if I could just give a guess, perhaps it's like RM 20 something..? Idk.. πŸ˜…

🌀 Do you prefer matte lipstick or nope?
Obviously matte lipstick.. They're my drugs.. hehe.. πŸ˜†

🌀 How do you arrange your daily task?
Everything is arranged in my mind and jotting down things never work for me.. A planner turns into a waste with me..

🌀 Was Power Rangers your childhood favourite cartoon?
Well, I'm a demure girl please trust me😝, so Power Rangers just ain't my cup of tea..

🌀 Name me a perfume you are wearing now.
*looking at my perfumes box* I've quite a few of perfume in my list but since you stated on what I'm wearing now, it's Her EDP Precious by Simplysiti..  Bought it for RM10 from their warehouse sale, last year..πŸ˜‹
🌀 Nasi lemak or roti canai?
Nasi Lemak with different varieties, according to my mood..? haha.. Okay now I'm craving for Nasi Lemak.. πŸ˜‘

🌀 Coffee or tea?
Neither..? Hot drinks just ain't my cup of tea.. But if it's included in meal sets for free, tea it is then..

🌀 Favourite cakes flavor?
Any kind of cheesecakes.. 🀀
Okay why am I answering these questions on daylight..? Now I'm craving for cakes too.. πŸ˜’

🌀 Where are you going to celebrate eidul fitr this year?
Well, I'm not going anywhere.. Seremban is the only place for me since my other siblings were all married and they would be taking turns every year.. πŸ˜“

🌀 What theme your eid fitri kuroong this year gonna be?
Could I say, rainbow, since we've no specified themes for years.. 😩

So, that's it..! I'm done with all of the questions.. Gonna continue with my movie and would be doing some blog walking when I'm done with it.. πŸ’•

Chapter 46: Let her Be..

Monday, May 29, 2017


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She hated herself for those feelings.
It's only been weeks since they met..
As the matter of fact,
They would no longer see each other..
But how could she had those feelings..?

She thought she knew herself.. 
Better than anyone else..

Pretending that she's fine..?
Moving on her feelings from one to another...?
Controlling her feelings from becoming real..?
It was her talent.. 

By saying "I'm fine", 
By telling her heart to be realistic, 
She will end up just fine.. 
She could totally accept the fact that it was just a crush.. 

But this time, things were different.... 
It was nothing at first..
It was only a temporary meeting.. 
Well at least, she chose to believe that way.. 
But yet, how could those emotions exists..?

She knew she could barely forget memorable things..
But his voice..?
It keeps replaying in her mind..
Like a silent music, crossed into her ears.. 
She couldn't even get rid of it.. 

She's getting tired of herself now..
She tried to stop herself..
From getting further.. 
But guess she's just too late..
It's getting uncontrollable..

She might not be the one of his life..
But she wanted to imagine it that way, now..
Let's just let those feelings be..
And see how far it can go...

It could either gets worst..
Or things might be better..
But for now.. 
Let's just let her be on her own.. 
written by;
-Flavnesz @ Chapters-

Chapter 45: Rant on Life - May

Friday, May 26, 2017


I've been in a slump lately.. I wanted to write something but with this miserable feelings, how could I..? Anyways, it's coming to the end of May and to be frank, I'm not really enjoying myself on this month.. There's only 5 of us left and  I really hate parting from those whom I loved..  My roommate which had been staying with me for 2 years solid, is no longer with me and in two days, the four of us would be moving out too, splitting in pairs.. Surely we could always catch up sooner or later but it just felt weird of not living with them anymore.. 

On the other hand, it's been five days since I'm back to school, as a practical teacher at SK Taman Bukit Indah, Ampang.. Well, these five days had been such a waste of time since my friends and I did nothing except for just sleeping in the Bilik Gerakan since the students were having their examinations..  So yeah, 5 days of waking early and doing nothing for hours..

Honestly, it felt good to be in the school but it felt weird at the same time.. That awkward feelings when you're just walking but pairs of eyes were looking at you, some would even come close just to salam, and I would wonder if I would teach them later..I felt really good when a girl approached me, asking me my name and being such a sweet girl calling me "teacher Razanah yang cantik" and today, I had a chance to handle a class, letting them know my name and it's just satisfying to be with them..

Okay right now, I'm eager for another two weeks and see how my life with the kids would be. Hopefully, it would be much better than this..πŸ’•

Oh yeah, Salam Ramadhan and happy fasting to all of my readers.. May Allah ease everything.. πŸ’•

Chapter 44: Twenty-Third

Sunday, May 21, 2017

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Happy 23rd years of breathing, dear self.. I'm sorry there's no sweet treats awaits for you, as usual and all you could do is to start worrying about your life.. But believe me or not, you had  grown up better that you had expected.. Well, there's still lots of flaws that you need to fix, the emptiness that you need to fill, and most importantly, you still have a soul to be fed... It's time for you to stop denying the facts and start to concern about your life more.. You had been fighting for your happiness and you know it by yourself, you're still unhappy of your own.. Keep moving a bit further and the smiling rainbows would be there, waiting to hug you.. So never give up on yourself, okay..? Tears won't change your life a bit and those whom had taken their steps away from you, won't be looking back for you.. All you can do is to appreciate every single person whom had appear in your life.. Just for you to know, there are some whom still loves you but please, never take them for granted.. Please promise me, you would change yourself for a better life, will you..? No matter what you did and whatever awaits in future, I'll always love you.. 

With love, 

Chapter 43: Under the Sky of Terengganu

Monday, May 15, 2017


Chapter 42: Blue Sky Tag

Tuesday, May 9, 2017


The first official chapter right after my semi-hiatus..! It felt so good to be able to write again.. Well I've been back for quite few days actually but I was in slump right after that and I took quite some time to stabilize my emotions and stuff.. It's only yesterday that I forced myself to respond to every comment, do the major blogwalking to those whom had commenting and oh well, here I am now..😊

picture captured while I'm in Terengganu.. I love those clouds..!
Back to the main topic, I noticed my reading lists was filled with these tags and I was tagged by two lovelies, Eyja Masliza and Cik Mai.. Thank you so much for tagging me..πŸ’•

1. Thank the person who tagged you 
2. Answer their 11 questions
3. Tag 11 people
4. Give them 11 questions to answer

I don't want this tags to become lame so allow me to answer these questions first but I'll disobey the last two rules, simply because I'm just too late.. Sorry guys.. πŸ˜…

πŸ’“ Questions by Eyja Masliza

🌀 Tell me about yourself in 50 words.
Not a lady-like, demure lady as people expected, a very weird introvert whom can barely smile at strangers but everything depends on my mood.. A lipstick addict, and trying hard to constrain myself from buying more shades.. Stop coming out with new brands guys, and please reduce the price..I'm dying here looking at all of them.. πŸ˜­

🌀 Open my About page. Is there anything that you want to comment?
I've nothing to comment since I've known you since 2012 and I know how much that blog means to you.. πŸ’•

🌀What lipstick that you use daily?
Wew.. I can't really answer this since it totally depends on my mood, the confidence and how long I would be wearing it.. It's either Jordana Sweetcream Matte in shades Tiramisu, Strawberry Cheesecake or Cherry Cobbler for long hours while Yadah Lip Tint Stick for the short hours...

🌀Would you love to have bridesmaid during your wedding day or not? Why?
Nope.. It's enough if they make their time for me and plus, I don't even know when would I get married.. What if everyone are married at that moment..? So yeah.. I guess the answer is no.. 

🌀What colour might you wanna wear on your wedding ceremony?
Reading this questions made me realize a thing.. Err.. I don't even think of this yet... πŸ˜‚

🌀Your favorite color is/are..
Pastels, mint green and red.. πŸ’•

🌀When is your birthday?
21st May which will be coming in few days..!! Please shower me with gifts, guys...πŸ™ˆ

🌀Close your eyes... What do you think of?
I'm in messy thoughts right now and each time I close my eyes, they gathered themselves and made it messier.. Sorry, this questions won't work atm..

🌀Any achievement for this year so far? And what is that?
Being able to control my bad temper.. Well that's a huge achievement for me..

🌀Why you choose to be a blogger?
To be honest, I did not plan to become one.. I write for my own at first but somehow, it's just end this way.. πŸ’•

🌀Be honest... Do you like my blog? Why?
I've been barely catch up with your blog now but I've been loving your blog since back then, simply because blogger "Apakah..?" taught us to support each other.. And so here I am, still will be supporting your blog.. πŸ’ž

πŸ’“ Questions by Cik Mai

🌀What is your childhood ambition?
When I was a kid, I wanted to be a teacher, simply because I wanted to receive gifts during Hari Guru.. πŸ˜‚

🌀What are you the best at?
I'm the best at pissing off my niece and nephews.. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

🌀What are you absolutely bad at?
I'm bad at comforting people and making jokes.. Communication skills, please come to mama.. 😭😭

🌀What inspire you to blog?
You guys, the sweetest reader that had been supporting me up till now.. 😊

🌀What type of blog (niche) that you love to read?
Nothing specific as I read almost everything but I don't prefer copy pasted entry.. It's okay to re-write or relate it with your life but copy pasting without any extra re-marks made things dull..

🌀Your favorite skin care product?
Well, I'm still going strong with my Pure Beauty.. πŸ’•

🌀You are early bird @ night owl?
Night owl..! hahaha.. Definitely not an early bird.. πŸ˜‚

🌀You enjoy official music video @ lyric video when listening to a song in youtube?
To be honest, I rarely listened songs from youtube and official music video just not my cup of tea.. I would only browse for the lyric video for the new song which I'm interested into, enough for me to try catch along with the lyrics..

🌀Someone you loves @ someone who loves you? Who will you choose, why?
Someone who loves me.. loving someone doesn't meant that person would love me back, and most probably, he can't even accept me for who I am.. But for someone who loves me, he surely manage to accept my flaws and afterall, the feelings is all that matter.. Love can be educate but heartbreak..? It's hard to be mend.. πŸ’”

🌀Your definition for 'a good blog'.
An attractive blog whom had it's own style, attractive enough for it's valuable content and  using his/her own writing skill, not trying to copy a person's writing skill and have something similar to that person.. It's okay to admire and make it as inspiration but you don't have to be that person in order to make your blog famous..

Okay, that's it..!I'm done with all of the questions and I'll write about my Terengganu trip soon.. πŸ’•


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Chapter 41: of Syahir & Aeroplane

Wednesday, May 3, 2017

Friendly reminder: This would be in Manglish as I don't speak fully English in real life.. πŸ˜…

Chapter 40: Route to Resolution - April

Monday, May 1, 2017

Assalammualaikum.. If I need to describe my last 30 days in one word, I'd say it's restless.. But somehow, I think I enjoyed this month the most.. Even my friends kept telling how happy I was, laughing and they even thought I'm in relay with someone, due to my "mudah terhibur" character.. πŸ˜…

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