Chapter 75: Devil at Heart

source: Yuuta-Apple

I've been trying to become a strange person lately..

I'm not sure if concern is the right vocab..

But I've been listening to random person problems..

And somehow..

I just felt sick of it..

It reminded me to my unwanted past...

I'm not affected emotionally but I was so furious listening to it..

"How to move on..?"

"Why do that person did this to me after years of love..?"

"I felt like just be in relay with someone so that I could forget my feelings to that person.."

Listening to those, pissed me off...

But I tried to compose myself..

And tried my best to help the person.. 

But..

Maybe..

I shouldn't focus on anyone anymore..

Or just maybe...

I should ignore every broken heart..

Because eventually..

That person will learn the lesson by self..

One thing that I had learn from this situation...

A broken heart would barely accept your advice.. 

And all the person would do is just reminiscing the past..

Hoping that things would be back on its place again.. 

And I hated the situation..

Because it was just like a scattered memories.. 

It seems just like a reflection of my yearning heart..

So please, dear self...

Just stop being such an angel..

Because in the end, 

There'll just be a devil at heart instead..  

17/1/2018 : 1.29 AM