Chapter 59: Them..❤️

Monday, October 16, 2017


I do remember the moment I entered the school compound...
I was not so sure of myself..
What if the kids won't love me..?
What if, they don't want me at all?
I'm not one of those fun teacher..
As the matter of fact, I'm known to be good at scolding people..

And as far as I'm concerned...
I was there only to complete my final task...
To graduate...
To hold the scroll that is supposed to be on my hands  years back...

Never in my dream,
That I would be a teacher, for once..
But eventually,
I became one for my diploma..
With one intention..
To achieve my goals..
To become a lecturer..
Well, at least, that was the only future I could dream of..

That was the determination that I set up 3 months ago..
Now that everything was over,
I couldn't stop missing them...
How I wish I'm still with them..

I missed how they would scream and ran to "salam" me..
I was absent on of the last week, and the next morning, they ran to me and ask,
"Teacher Anisss!!! Kenapa teacher tak datang semalam..? Teacher sakit..?"
During the yellow house practice, the girls would come to me after each activities and hug me, with the excuse;
"Teacherrrr, saya penat..."

Oh.. I couldn't list out everything..
There were too many cuteness and silliness acts of them..
All of the memories were kept in my heart...
As if I know, soon, I might be forgotten..

But oh well..
Their love is way too big than I had ever imagine..
When the letter arrived early this afternoon..
I'm speechless..
I laughed reading the letter but my tears couldn't stop itself from coming down..

"Kasih sayang kami pada teacher tidak akan hilang.."
Ya Allah.. How could I stop this tears..

Dearest students..
I know you won't be able to read this now..
And I'm not sure if you might be able to read this in the future..
But if you do...
I just want you to know that there's no words that could describe my love for you guys..
I guess.. it's... just... infinity..
I won't stop loving you guys and remember our last conversation..?

"Teacher.. Boleh tak kami jumpa teacher sampai kami dah masuk sekolah menengah..? Sampai kami masuk Universiti..?"
"I'll always be here, with you guys... Kalau ada masa, panjang umur, teacher akan jumpa korang.."
And that's a promise, Loves.. πŸ’•


  1. Aww, glad that you enjoyed your days as teacher xD

    I've always respect teachers because of their never ending hard work to make sure all the students understand the subjects properly.

    #Icouldneverbeateacher #toohottemperedtobeone

    1. I'm hot tempered too.. hahahah..
      But oh well.. Kids are just too innocent and they tend to forget of our strictness easily..

      #ijustwanttobetheirteacher #ohwellijusthopeicould..

  2. Awwww, that was so sweet of them. You are such a lucky teacher :)

    1. They're one of the sweetest ever.. I'm so glad to be the ones whom receiving the loves..

  3. Alhamdulillah. Happynya bila anak2 murid ingat dan hargai kita kan anis. Itu maknanya kita ikhlas dan jujur dgn kerja kita dan kesannya sampai ke mereka. Tahniah dear ❤❤

    Comelnye dorang tu. Melting tetiba.

    1. Alhamdulillah.. Memang bahagia sgt hati ni bila tau diorg hargai Anis.. Thanks kak Ana..

      Hee.. Diorg sgt sweet.. πŸ’•

  4. Cutenya! Yes, budak2 punyai hati yang tulus dan suci. bila mereka dapat merasai kasih sayang kita, mereka akan ingat dan simpan dalam hati :)

    1. I'm glad that my love touches their heart.. hehe.. πŸ’•

  5. This strangely makes my eyes watery dang girl they are so cute and pure. Once, I had this sudden inclination of wanting to be a teacher also because I want to change the society XD

    1. Naw.. I even cried writing this.. hahaha.. They're the purest creature ever..! Hahahaha.. I don't want to be a teacher but once I hold the title, I have to admit, it's one of the amazing title I've ever hold.. πŸ’•

  6. Apesal I yang baca rasa nak nangis je ni. Atau I yang terlalu sensetif? Huaaaa too cute to handle !

    1. Sebab I tulis dgn ikhlas..? hahahahhaha.. Boleh jd jugak u yg sensitif.. hahahaha... tapi diorg mmg comel.. XD πŸ’•

  7. That too sweet. Comel je surat tu

    1. They're one of the cutest little creature.. hehehπŸ’•

  8. Terharu: boleh ke kita jumpa teacher sampai kami masuk universiti.

    1. Well, I was speechless with their request at first.. But then I really hope I would.. πŸ’•

  9. dieorang sayang betul pd tcer anis . :)

  10. So sweet of them.
    Seronok jadi teacher, diraikan setiap tahun.

    1. They're the sweetest.. hehehe.. Alhamdulillah kak.. Walaupun anis bukan cikgu betul diorg, merasa la kasih sayang tu..

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