Chapter 54: Dear Tok....

Note: You might want to refer to this entry before reading this..

 " Tok... Anis balik dulu tau.."

The old lady whom had not been waking up since the moment I came just nodded her head with her eyes remained closed.. I kissed her cheeks but refused to walk away, not till I managed to ask for her blessings from the one that I trusted the most.. 

"Tok... Anis dah nak kerja.. Tok doakan anis dapat kerja tau..."

The eyes that had been closed almost throughout the day, suddenly awake, she gathered her strength to sit  and with a smile, she replied, 

"Betul ka..? Tok doakan... Cucu Tok mesti dapat kerja.."
"Tok kena kuat tau... Bagi cepat sihat.. Nanti Anis dah kerja, Anis boleh bawak Tok jalan-jalan..."

Without saying anything, she nodded and smile.. As I was about to left, I peek at her whom was trying to sleep again and I tried to joke around with her...

"Tok, tambah doa... Doakan dapat jodoh.." 

She smiled meaningfully at me and laid back on her bed, trying to get her rest.. Two days later, as I was just get back from the school and just about to have a quick dinner, I received a news that Tok had just passed away...

Dear Tok... 

Thank you for being one of the best grandmother I had ever had... I will miss the jokes, the smile that you put each time I'm around, and the most important thing, the faith that you had in me ever since I was a kid... You had been literally everything to me, Tok.. You knew how crazy my life had been, but yet, you kept saying,"Anis yang akan paling berjaya nanti.. Pegang cakap Tok..." 

Tok... You might not be around anymore but every memories that we had created, every positive vibes and faith that you had in me, those kept me alive... You'll always be missed and will always be loved, Tok.. 

نَّا للهِ وَإِنَّـا إِلَيْهِ رَاجِعونَ‎‎‏.إِ