Chapter 57: The Crumbled Pieces..

September 18, 2017

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CINEPHILE: GHOST HOUSE, BAD GENIUS, THE BATTLESHIP ISLAND, ABANG LONG FADIL 2

September 14, 2017

Assalammualaikum..

I tried my best to enjoy my life before my school practicum ends by catching up the movies lined in the cinema and even few hours before I'm back to Seremban, I manage to steal some time to watch one of the movies below with my students.. So, these 4 was the latest movies that I had watched but I think some of them are not available in cinemas anymore.. Yeah, I'm always late on this matter but it's okay and let's just proceed to the review..  ๐Ÿ˜™

Note: I would only provide synopsis for the first and the third ones, as the other two could be considered as current hot-picks.

Chapter 56: of Moon Cakes and Friendship..

September 11, 2017

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Chapter 55: Chapters to The Next Level..!

September 5, 2017

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Chapter 54: Dear Tok....

August 30, 2017

Note: You might want to refer to this entry before reading this..
" Tok... Anis balik dulu tau.."
The old lady whom had not been waking up since the moment I came just nodded her head with her eyes remained closed.. I kissed her cheeks but refused to walk away, not till I managed to ask for her blessings from the one that I trusted the most.. 
"Tok... Anis dah nak kerja.. Tok doakan anis dapat kerja tau..."

Featured Chapters: Watches For Style?

August 21, 2017

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Chapter 53: Would You..?

August 11, 2017

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Featured Chapters: YouGov + Goodbye blogspot..?

August 4, 2017

Assalammualaikum and hello everyone... Okay this is awkward.. Well I know I'd been missing  for quite some time but trust me, I've been dying to write but somehow, lots of things had been happening and these few weeks had been killing me slowly.. There were lots of tears compared to laughter but oh well, I survived them all... Anyways, let's keep it for a while and just focus to the main topic first, aite..? 

For those whom're not new to my life, you might remember that I've been trying to save up more this year and Vase had been helping me bit by bits... However, for those whom had been signing up with vase, you might notice that it's not really active anymore and I could barely receive any offer from it.. Thus, I came out with a solution to find another websites which provides money by answering simple surveys and to be frank, I've been joining it since early last year but as usual, I won't share it unless I've received the proof of it's effectiveness..
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Chapter 52: The Liebster Award

July 22, 2017

Assalammualaikum.. I hate leaving my blog empty for more than a week, simply because I know in the end, I would slowly disappear and leave this blog forever (one of the reason why I had been debating with myself in having my own domain).. Anyways,  I'm not writing any vagary for today since I'm actually quite occupied for this whole week, with lots of life drama to be settled down but luckily, Tqa Wu had tagged me to receive this award, so here it is, another question tags about my life..! ☺

picture not by me.. ๐Ÿ˜ท

Chapter 51: Vagary...?

July 6, 2017

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Chapter 50: Dear (...)

June 29, 2017

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Chapter 49: Rant on Life - June

June 24, 2017

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CINEPHILE: Ongoing K-Dramas, Anyone..?

June 11, 2017

Assalammualaikum.. Okay, I know I've been procrastinating a lot lately.. Ever since I'm back from Terengganu, my mind had been extra miserable.. I'm here, almost all of the time, and yet, I'm not passionate to do anything.. I was in a mad situation of confusing feelings between normal crush and or real feelings (Chapter 46), then the school practicum started and the facts that I'm not living with my housemates (Chapter 45) wrecked my emotions.. 
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June 7, 2017

Chapter 48: I'm Getting Married...?!

June 3, 2017

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Chapter 47: Blue Sky Tag (2)

May 31, 2017

Assalammualaikum.. I was watching a movie when I suddenly remembered that I had another set of "Blue Sky Tag" questions to be answered.. Special thanks to Eyqa for enlisting me up in her part.. Well at least I had something to come up with.. ๐Ÿ’•
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Chapter 46: Let her Be..

May 29, 2017

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Chapter 45: Rant on Life - May

May 26, 2017

Assalammualaikum.. 




I've been in a slump lately.. I wanted to write something but with this miserable feelings, how could I..? Anyways, it's coming to the end of May and to be frank, I'm not really enjoying myself on this month.. There's only 5 of us left and  I really hate parting from those whom I loved..  My roommate which had been staying with me for 2 years solid, is no longer with me and in two days, the four of us would be moving out too, splitting in pairs.. Surely we could always catch up sooner or later but it just felt weird of not living with them anymore.. 

On the other hand, it's been five days since I'm back to school, as a practical teacher at SK Taman Bukit Indah, Ampang.. Well, these five days had been such a waste of time since my friends and I did nothing except for just sleeping in the Bilik Gerakan since the students were having their examinations..  So yeah, 5 days of waking early and doing nothing for hours..

Honestly, it felt good to be in the school but it felt weird at the same time.. That awkward feelings when you're just walking but pairs of eyes were looking at you, some would even come close just to salam, and I would wonder if I would teach them later..I felt really good when a girl approached me, asking me my name and being such a sweet girl calling me "teacher Razanah yang cantik" and today, I had a chance to handle a class, letting them know my name and it's just satisfying to be with them..

Okay right now, I'm eager for another two weeks and see how my life with the kids would be. Hopefully, it would be much better than this..๐Ÿ’•

Oh yeah, Salam Ramadhan and happy fasting to all of my readers.. May Allah ease everything.. ๐Ÿ’•

Chapter 44: Twenty-Third

May 21, 2017

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Chapter 43: Under the Sky of Terengganu

May 15, 2017

๐Ÿ’•Assalammualaikum.. 

I know I had been lacking in writing lately.. To be honest, I'm here almost all the time but the effort of writing is just not around.. I'm not gonna to lie, I'm not emotionally fine, lots of things had been bothering my mind; the practicum which gonna start next week, the hectic of finding new rented house and I've been just feeling tired lately.. Oh and just in case you're staying in Ampang Baru area, and you happened to know any empty room available, please inform me.. ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Okay let's just get back to the topic.. I've been wanting to write about my Terengganu trip but frankly writing, I don't know how or where to start.. But, I still should write the memory so here I am, getting ready to be back on the memory lane of our simple, memorable journey..

Chapter 42: Blue Sky Tag

May 9, 2017

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picture captured while I'm in Terengganu.. I love those clouds..!

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Assalammualaikum.. 
Okay, my come back is filled with various GA and Segment which can't be ignored.. So here I am, writing everything about this GA and stuff before I come out with the official chapters.. hehe.. I'm just supporting my Amerzing fellow here, guys.. Let's just give him the best support as you can, okay..?
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Chapter 41: of Syahir & Aeroplane

May 3, 2017

Assalammualaikum..
Friendly reminder: This would be in Manglish as I don't speak fully English in real life.. ๐Ÿ˜…

Chapter 40: Route to Resolution - April

May 1, 2017

Assalammualaikum.. If I need to describe my last 30 days in one word, I'd say it's restless.. But somehow, I think I enjoyed this month the most.. Even my friends kept telling how happy I was, laughing and they even thought I'm in relay with someone, due to my "mudah terhibur" character.. ๐Ÿ˜…

Chapter 39: Rant on Life - April

April 23, 2017

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2017 Movie Review: Fabricated City

April 21, 2017

Assalammualaikum.. Semester 5 had been killing my soul as I barely had time to catch the cinema.. Believe it or not, I've only watch 3 movies this year; XXX: Return of Xander Cage, Beauty and The Beast (I'm not going to do any review on this since I'm late but I love it..!) and the latest, a korean movie which I'm going to write the review today, Fabricated City..! 

Featured Chapters: Ezbuy..?

April 19, 2017

Assalamualaikum..
Situation  1: You wanted to buy something but you know how hard it would be almost impossible to find the stuff that you want simply because you wanted something different..
Situation 2: Your desire could hardly be fulfilled since some of it are too pricey.. And you're just too lazy to do the survey. 
If you've been in any of the situation above, could I say we're a match from heaven..? ๐Ÿ˜
However, I would like to declare that my misery had ease itself and my shopping mode is on peak right now but money can you please fly to me..๐Ÿ˜ฉ  Allow me to introduce to you, a website which might catch your empty soul of shopping and fill up your desire with their amazing stuff, Ezbuy.my..!
What is Ezbuy.my..?
Would you believe me if I say that we could shop globally, without bothering of converting the currency as everything had already converted for you..? Yes, no more hectic of checking the currency and just drown yourself into their heavenly world of good products in their best price, only for you..! Oh wait, have I mentioned that you could enjoy up to 4 times of savings ..? If no, now you got the info.. ๐Ÿ˜‹
What To Buy..?
Ezbuy provides various range of products, starting from the latest trending fashionable outfits, Korean makeups and up to the miscellaneous products of technology stuff or kawaii items, everything is just in one click.. Well here's some items that caught my eyes.. ๐Ÿ’“
 https://ezbuy.my/product/20000004476590.htmlclick image for direct link..

Random confession: It's hard to find cheap plus size shoes in Malaysia and most of these  pretty shoes belongs to the Cinderella.. ๐Ÿ˜ซ But thanks to Ezbuy, with this variety choice and sizes, now everyone could be a Cinderella.. ๐Ÿ˜ฌ

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Ezbuy is the first shop where I found selling this cutie..๐Ÿ˜ซ Any Goblin lovers whom might be fangirling this little Dokkaebi, like me..? Somebody..! Anybody..! Please buy this for me as my birthday gift next month.. ๐Ÿ˜ญ
Why Ezbuy.my..?
When it comes to online shopping, either locally or internationally, I could say that us, the Malaysians do care about the shipping fee the most and when it comes to international shipping, you could cry thinking of the currency which is too burdensome, I might say.. Well, this time it's so EZ as they provides affordable shipping fee for you, and one thing that I love was the fact that they would inspect the product to ensure the quality and repack the parcel by removing excess packaging to make it less bulky, hence lowering the cost of local postage fees borne by us. ๐Ÿ˜š
PRIME..?
For those whom would always come back to them for more shopping experience, I would recommend you to grab their membership programme, 'Prime' which guarantee your shipping fee to be fixed at a flat rate of RM8.80 regardless of parcel size, weight and quantity of items bought per checkout. Sounds like a deal to be steal, right..? Click here for more info regarding Prime.. ๐Ÿ’•

Well, if you're reading this till the end, here's a good news for you.. Dear future EZ shoppers, for every new registration with ezbuy.my, RM15 cash voucher would be awarded to you..! What are you waiting for..?! Sign up now by clicking this link and the reward is yours..! Have fun and remember, it's EZ with ezbuy.my.. ๐Ÿ’ž

Chapter 38: The Dead Flowers

April 15, 2017

Assalammualaikum...
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She stepped off the bus with heavy heart. It's been years since the last time she set her feet there. She made her move out of the building, trying to leave the unwanted traces behind but as soon as she arrived at the entrance of the building, the rain started to pour heavily, stopping her from leaving the place. Trapped at the entrance of the building, she started to scan the scenery outside of the door and her eyes stopped on a tree, 500 meters from the place she was standing. 

"Where are you..? I've just arrive.."
The message was sent and she immediately made her move to the main entrance. As soon as she arrived at the door, her phone vibrated, and a familiar name appeared on the phone screen. Without wasting any moment, she answered the call.

"Assalammualaikum.. I'm already here, on a motorbike under the tree.."
"Which tree?"
She kept looking around, trying to search for him but failed to recognize him. It was their first meeting after all.. 
"I'm on a motorbike, looking at you.."

And only by then, she could recognize him and suddenly, her heart beat increased. The guy was looking at her, smiling calmly and waved at her. She approached him slowly and he greeted her with a bubbly voice.

"So, where should we go now..? What time would your class started..?" 
"Seven.. So we only had just some time left.. Perhaps, we could catch up while walking me to class..?"

His round eyes turned wider, and making a hand signal of walking, confirming if he heard it right..
"Yup, you can't expect me to ride the bike with you, right..?"

He smiled and asked her to wait for him to park his bike properly. Done with the parking, they started to make the move, walking her to the college. 

"Can we stop at Mc'D for a while..? A mate asked me to buy us some dinner, since we would finish the class late..?" 
"Sure, why not..?" 

Once she's done buying the meal, they continued their journey.. It was 10 minutes of walk from the bus station to her college and he made use of the time to joke around with her. 

"Are you sure you're just going to eat that for dinner..? I wanted to treat you a proper meal, perhaps, rice to ensure you're filled..Can I..?"
"Umm.. If you insist, we could drop by at the Central Market, there's a food court there and grab  the chicken rice for a takeaway.."

Agreed to her suggestion, they stopped by at the food court for a while and continued their journey to her college, which was only across the road of Central Market, just nearby of the Petaling Street. In order to reach her college, they had to walk on a road which was filled with quite a number of flower shops. The strong fragrance of the flowers was accompanying their steps and the flowers themselves was a self pleasure for their view. 

"Do you love flowers..?"
"Why, do you want to buy me one..?"
With a smile, he answered, "I want to but one day, Insya-Allah.."

The noise of people chattering made her realized that she had lost in her thought.. She wanted to avoid that place badly before but now, she decided to ignore it.. She walked along the memorial path, stopping by at the Central Market's food court to grab chicken rice before she finally made her move back to her house.

Beauty Stuff: War with Althea?

April 9, 2017

Assalammualaikum. Althea is not something new for those whom loved korean make ups. They are famous for their beauty boxes which is such a steal for beauty lovers. However, those beauty boxes would always sold out in less than few minutes, which pissed me off as I really want to grab one of those boxes. I was keeping my eyes close to their updates on Facebook till one day of February, they updated about a Free Giveaway which I don't want to be left out. 

When I saw the post, I immediately purchase it as all I need to pay was for the shipping fee but somehow, during my checkout, it didn't stated any amount to be paid and successfully purchased it. I even received an email from Althea claiming that my order had been received and they would update to me once my parcel is ready. I was too eager since it's like my first stuff from Althea and waited for almost two weeks but there's no updates regarding the parcel, and when I login to my account, that's when I know that my order was canceled without any notice..  ๐Ÿ’”

Feeling upset, I sent an email to them, expressing how frustrated am I knowing that it was cancelled without any notice, as I was totally expecting for the parcel. I was hoping for a kind reply from them, explaining the situation but then, I received no replies from them within the week. That was when I decided to declare a war, sending a message on their Facebook's inbox, claiming how disappointed I was, filled with madness. 

The althea pixies whom was dealing with me, surely was an angelic one as they calmly wheedled me with patience, helping me to solve my case and to make things better, they even send me a box filled with surprise..! ๐Ÿ’•

It's a box filled with some Laneige trial kits and  Banila co.clean it zero sample which I had been aiming for Allah-knows-how-long, a bag filled with "Too Cool for School" make up samples, a mask and a shampoo bar soap.. ๐Ÿ˜ฑ

Althea surely knows how to comfort me..! Thank you so much Althea for this box and I'm gonna appreciate this gift..I will definitely keep my eyes close on you and hopefully, when I've the chance and penny, I could grab one of your boxes.. ๐Ÿ’ž

Chapter 37: Humiliating Back to the Memory Lane

April 6, 2017

Assalammualaikum.. If you do read my 2017 resolution, I do mentioned about continuing my unfinished malay novel writing but somehow, I think it's just impossible for me to write that story anymore. Each time I re-read the story, my mind went blank, and I kept asking myself "Seriously, this is from you..?"

It's filled with "jiwang" words which made me cringe now. I tried to re-write it in less "jiwang" mode but come to think of it, why not if I just share to you guys the original-unedited version of it and let you guys cringe together... ๐Ÿ˜‚

Kadang-kadang, cinta ni ajaib tapi aku dah tak percaya dengan "true love". Bagi aku sekarang, guys are sucks.. Tapi entah kenapa, hati yang selama ini dibatukan menjadi lemah setelah membaca nota darinya? Adakah hati ini telah berjaya dibuka kembali? Sungguh aku tidak sanggup untuk dilukai kembali".
"love is a great feeling that can not be expressed with words .. love can make you smile .. but .. it also makes you cry .. you who will bring color to your love .... and as for me, i will make sure you are charmed with my love.." - zafrul- 
Diari kesayangan ditutup dan diletakkan di sisi. Kakinya pula laju mengocak air laut yang jernih dan merelakan mukanya ditampar lembut oleh sang bayu. Inilah rutinnya bila  dilanda masalah atau dilema, mendambakan diri kepada keindahan ciptaan Allah S.W.T. Sedang dia leka melayan perasaan, bahunya disentuh seseorang. Dia tersentak dan sebaik sahaja dia berpaling, jantungnya berdegup kencang melihat sang jejaka sedang berdiri sambil melemparkan senyuman kepadanya, lantas dia bangun dan meninggalkan sang jejaka sendirian. Tidak sanggup rasanya untuk terus berperang dengan hatinya. Langkahnya terhenti pabila pergelangan tangannya dicengkam oleh Zafrul..

"Kau nak ke mana Larissa? Puas aku cari kau di kampus tadi... Kau cuba mengelak dari aku ye? Kenapa kau jadi macam nie Larissa? Kau seolah-olah bukan Larissa yang mula aku kenal. Larissa yang peramah. Larissa yang ceria bak suria pagi. Tapi sekarang, nak tengok kau senyum pun susah. Susah sangat ke kau nak terima aku sebagai penjaga hati kau Larissa?"


"Zafrul, please. Aku masih lagi Larissa yang dulu kau kenal. Tentang lamaran kau tu, aku minta maaf, aku tak boleh terima. You deserve the best girl Zafrul but it's not me. Tolong lepaskan tangan aku. Aku harus pulang sekarang"

Jawapan Larissa memang mengecewakan hati Zafrul. Hanya anak mata yang mampu mengekori langkah Larissa. Sebaik sahaja langkah Larissa semakin jauh, Zafrul tersedar ada sebuah buku di atas batu yang Larissa duduk.

"Buku apa nie? Macam diari. Larissa punya ke? Ahh.. balik rumah je la baru baca.."
Malam itu, Zafrul menyelak satu demi satu diari milik Larissa. Matanya laju membaca butir-butir kata dalam diari tersebut..

"Si dia melamarku hari ini.. betapa gembiranya hatiku?? hanya Tuhan yang tahu.. setelah sekian lama aku memendam rasa cinta, menyangka diriku hanya bertepuk sebelah tangan.. dan akhirnya.. hari ini dia membuktikan yang aku tidak bertepuk sebelah tangan.. Semoga hubungan ini direstuimu Ya Allah"
mengapa ada sahaja yg mencemburui ku?
mengapa apabila aku telah mendakap keinginanku,
ada pula yg menghancurkan nya..
aku ingin kan cinta yg tulus..
dan mendambakn cintaku pda yg ikhlas...
hatiku terlalu ingin menyayangi seseorg..
namun..
apakah darjat dapat membezakan cinta?
kasih..
sayang..
cinta...
ku ingin mendapatkan kasih..
mencurahkan sayang..
dan mendakap cinta yg tulus..
masih berpeluangkah aku?
"Ku sangka dia jujur mencintaiku.. tetapi aku salah.. tidak ku duga dia membalas kesetiaanku dengan racun kecurangan..pedihnya menusuk hatiku.. menikam jantungku..
Up till now, I'm still laughing at this. I even put a note under the post of my old entry (which is being kept safely in the draft) that those jiwang words was originally written by me..! ๐Ÿ˜‚ And I keep recalling on my myself of how do I came up with such words, but failed... So now, my challenge is to scramble all this jiwang stuff and write this back, in a normal word, if I could or maybe, I should just bury these characters and forget about it..๐Ÿ˜…

Chapter 36: Route to Resolution - March

April 2, 2017

Assalammualaikum... If I have to conclude my previous 31 days in one word, I'd say, it's the worst month of the year, so far.. To be frank, I've no idea what to write in here, feeling dis motived thinking of what I've been facing but oh well, let's just give it a try.. Shall we..?


  • Spend wisely.
Hmm... I think it was the month which I failed to hold myself from buying a template... Well, I've stalking this template for quite sometime, debating either to just grab it or pick a cheaper one.. I tried to wheedle myself for a cheaper one, but again, can't take my eyes away from this one so once I received my pocket money, I just made up my mind and grab it.. Uhh.. Not changing to any other template for a year, I guess..?๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿ‘ˆ


  • Saving money.
My monthly saving is still on it's right track... I've been receiving some extra money as the reward of helping during my sister's wedding so extra money had been saved..! Not to forget, VASE had been helping me in getting some extra money too.. ๐Ÿ˜Š


  • Stop being an angry bird.
Well I think I could remove this from my list now.. One resolution had been successfully achieved, I guess..? Well, I'm not fully an angel right now, but I tend to keep my anger to myself,even sometimes I do complaint to my friends on certain matter .Instead of being an angry bird, I'm being a sensitive baby now. I could cry easily and only Allah knows how much my heart and mind had been battling inside, trying to calm myself down.. 

  • Focus on diet.
Since last month was the month where I'm worried about fitting into the dress for my sister's ceremony, I'm so glad that nothing chaotic happened.. I managed to fit it in..! Anyways, I'm planning to give a try on other method of diet but I'm still trying to get my research done.. To motivate myself, my dad had allow  me to buy another 4 dress yes..!! Another dresses into my collection!! which obviously, I need to give my best to fit in.. 
Actually, On the day I seek my dad's permission to buy some new dresses during a clearance sale, he couldn't agree for it but he couldn't expressed it to me. When one of my sister told me that he informed her on the evening that he felt it's unnecessary for me to grab the dress, I'm totally fine with it.. I've been waiting for him to say no for it, but then, he's the one whom keep calling me, asking "bila nak beli baju..?" and with guilt, as I know how un-willing he was, I told him that I'd get only 2 dresses at the cheapest price, he paused and said "takpe la, amik je la lebih.. Papa bagi RM200 untuk kau beli baju.." ๐Ÿ˜จ

Told my sisters about this and their response were, " Weh, mana aci.. Habis anak dia yang lain ni macam mana..?" and "Papa memang kalah betul dengan kau kan.. Tak boleh betul nak cakap NO dengan kau.."*flip hair* "It's the perk of being the last child, sissy.."๐Ÿ˜‹


Featured Chapters: FAQ DIPLOMA TESL @ KUPTM KL

March 31, 2017

Assalammualaikum... I've been receiving some questions coming from my email and fb's private message regarding furthering the study in Diploma of Teaching English as a Second Language at Kolej Poly-Tech Mara Kuala Lumpur (KUPTM KL). I just noticed that the newest intake would be registering on 13th May while the UPU result would only be released a day after the registration day so I know that my future juniors (cewahhh) would be in dilemma.. So hereby, I'd list out the similar questions that I've been receiving and hopefully, this entry could help you in making the decisions.. ๐Ÿ˜‡ *this emoji cuz i'm feeling like an angel right now..*
Excuse those unpaid models and I just realized we've only taken pictures at this area once so there's not much of choice left.. 

Friendly reminder: The questions would be in Malay but I'd be answering it in English since I'm used to this language when in comes to blogging..๐Ÿ˜…

1. Macam mana persekitaran pembelajaran dekat situ.. Ok atau tak..?
Well, this is the most basic question that I've been receiving.. To be honest, if you're looking for a decent learning atmosphere, without the hustle and bustle of the city, then KUPTM ain't a place for you guys since it's almost right in the middle of the city, but to be frank, this is the most suitable environment for you to be bold and speak English confidently.. 

But one thing to remind you, our campus ain't as big as the famous university but at least, they had their own building for you to be proud of.. 
The only actual picture of KUPTM KL campus provided by google.. 
2. Macam mana dengan kemudahan dia..?
If you're wondering about the food expenses, there's a cafe inside the campus building, with quite reasonable price. Besides that, there're lots of mini stalls surrounding the outside gates of the campus, and the good news is, some stalls provides food packages with reasonable price.. So, worry not about your hunger.. ๐Ÿ˜‰

Since one of the conditions provided is to stay in their "hostel" for at least 2 semester, you must be wondering how the hostel would look like. Well, you could put a smile now as KUPTM provides either a condominum or apartment for you.. But,I'd love to inform you that you would be staying with 14-15 person in a house. This might horrify you for a while but trust me, slowly you'd just miss the memories when you're out of the hostel.. And hey, on a bright sight, you already have 15 friends before the class started.. How cool is that..? ๐Ÿ˜†

Transportation? our campus is located right across LRT Pandan Jaya so you could always walk there using the pedestrian bridge provided or if you're lazy, just grab an Uber or Grab.. Both of them are my main transportation now..๐Ÿ˜œ
3. Macam mana dengan peluang nak sambung degree nanti..? Boleh ke nak sambung di IPTA..? 
Actually, you could always pursue your degree in other ipta/ipts but KUPTM provided a better offer for their teslian student.. I'm  not really sure either 1 and a half year or a maximum of 2 years for BACHELOR OF ARTS (HONS) IN APPLIED ENGLISH LANGUAGE STUDIES, but one thing for sure, it might not take 3 years for you to achieve your degree, if you manage to cope with it, of course.. ๐Ÿ˜…
4. Macam mana pulak dengan pinjaman..? Ada MARA tak..?
One of the reason I choose KPTM (their name before upgraded) was because they do provide MARA as an alternative of the PTPTN but of course, with a few important alert: "C" at least for your SPM Mathematics and as usual, the amount that you'd receive is based on your parents' income.. ๐Ÿ˜

That was all the common questions that I've been receiving so far and if you've any other questions that are not listed, feel free to drop down your comment here or contact me via email or social sites that I've provided.. ๐Ÿ˜€ 

Chapter 35: of Time and Money

March 27, 2017

Assalammualaikum..

Kak,if you have to pick, to be with someone whom willing to spend his money on you or to be with someone whom would spend his time with you, which one would you choose..?
"Someone whom would spend their money.. or someone whom would have their time with me..?"
 She asked for the second time, just to confirm the question..
"Mhmm.. " 
The girl  responded..
"Someone whom would have time for me.."
"Uuuu.." 
Hearing the response that she received, with an unknown smile on her face, she continued,
 "Because that's what I've been waiting for.."
And the conversation ended there but then, she  started to doubt herself, asking the same question secretly to herself..

Having someone whom would spend his money on you would be nice, but does that really meant he love you..? 
What if.. He do love you and willing to spend his money on you but there's a thing you need to sacrifice, the time for you to know each other better... 
Would you be happy in that way..?
Would you be able to feel the love for that particular time..?
Smiling to herself, she knew what exactly that she wanted in life..

Money might be the answer for a temporary happiness, and when it's gone, you need to struggle to gain it back.. But having someone by your side, whom would be your stress reliever and stays with you through up and downs, won't you feel more appreciated in that way..? ☺

Featured Chapters: Traveloka? It's a Sale-abration!

March 24, 2017

Assalammualaikum.. I believe that traveling around the world would be the dream of everyone, literally.. Back then when I was a kid, I barely had the experience for a vacation, simply because it cost a hell. Starting from the hotels up to the flight tickets, everything were expensive  and on my dad's point of view, it's better to save the money for his children's future.. By then, the dream would be just a dream..

Well, there's no denial that traveling do need a huge amount of money, but nowadays, with the development of the technology, traveling could be much cheaper than what you had expected. Traveling around the world? Well nothing is impossible if you act smart and lock your eyes with  *drum rolls* Traveloka..!

I bet that Traveloka ain't new to most of you guys. Traveloka is the first website that my siblings would check each time they're planning for a quick getaway, simply because Traveloka is amazing in terms of having the best deal for a dreamy vacation. Now, ladies and gentlemen, please embrace your heart as it's time for Traveloka SALE-ABRATION..!

What is Traveloka..?
Traveloka is a one-stop flight and hotel booking platform for domestic and international destinations. Before the existence of the internet, booking flights and booking a hotel would be such a mess but with Traveloka, it allows you to search, book and manage your upcoming trip hassle-free..!

You could place your booking at Traveloka's website or to make things easier, you could just download Traveloka mobile-app by simply search "Traveloka" at your store or, just click the link here and with one click, your app would be immediately installed to your phone. It's  all about easy-peasy when it comes to Traveloka.. ๐Ÿ˜†
Why Traveloka? 
I would call Traveloka as your travel expert, simply because it could manage your booking conveniently. Hotel..? Flight tickets..? Why bother to make a fuss when you grab the best flight and hotels deals for your next trip all in one platform..!

Afraid of the hidden charges..? With Traveloka, honesty is all it has to offer..They value your money as much as you do, so whatever price that is being displayed is all you had to pay. the price is finalize without any hidden charges.. With this un-hidden charges, you would definitely come back for another trip with Traveloka, so it's a win-win situation for both parties. ๐Ÿ˜
Need a Flight Ticket? Here's "Flight Deals" for you..!

I believe that most of us would always stalk for the aviation's company such as Air Asia and Malindo Air to steal a deal but with Traveloka,you could stop wasting your time.. With Traveloka, you could compare the flight deals across multiple airlines and book the best deal, which would value for your money to your dream domestic or international destination. 

Afraid of over limit budget..? With Traveloka, it provides flight deals starting as low as RM40 to domestic destinations and RM100 for international destinations.With this such small budget, everyone could fly high in the sky.. ๐Ÿ˜ฒ
"Hotel Deals" 
Flying high would be hopeless without any place for you stay. Worry not as "Hotel Deals"is here to be steal..!  Traveloka provided over 100 exclusive -only hotel deals for destinations around Southeast Asia to cater for different types of travel purposes, just  to ensure you have a great stay on your trip.

These partner hotels have been carefully selected to cater with you travel purposes. It could be whether for shopping, visiting cities of high culture and heritage, relaxing vacation at the beach and etc. Once again, only the best were picked to serve your desire..!


So what are you waiting for..? The Sale-abration would be ending soon, so waste no more time and visit  https://www.traveloka.com/en-my/promotion/sale-abration or download the Traveloka App and place your order now..!

Chapter 34: A Bottle of Calpis

March 23, 2017

Assalammualaikum.. 
My life had been quite colorful lately. Some were bitter, and some were quite sweet to be tasted but somehow, most of them manage to leave such an impact to my life.  You might be wondering (or not) , what is the relation between the title and my life? Well here's the story.. 

Last Thursday, as I was planning to get back to my hometown, I requested for an Uber driver to send me from my college to the nearest lrt station. I could actually just walk from my college but with two heavy bags and the road was still wet due to the rain, I'm quite lazy to do so. 

A problem started when the driver suddenly rejected me and Uber tried it's best to get me another driver. It's not a long wait for me to get another driver so I waited for him to arrive and I needed him to call me when he arrive. Basically, my college has four entrance so grabbing an Uber is always a confusion as I need their guide to which entrance I should go. 

The Uber apps stated that my driver had arrived and it's weird for me that he didn't call at all. I tried to reach his number and that's when I realized that my phone couldn't detect the umobile's signal, As it's impossible for me to reach him, I decided to restart my phone, hoping that it could detect the line but again, it failed. I decided to format my phone, afraid that my phone was making it's grump and ended up walking to the lrt station. 

Right after I got onto the bus to Seremban, my phone finished it's work of re-formatting but again, I'm disappointed as it's still could not detect any signal. That was when I knew that my life was in trouble. I couldn't get in touch with my sister or mother and only if I had a wifi signal,I could alert her about my targeted time of arrival. Too bad that none of these buses to Seremban and the terminal bus did not provide any wifi facility. 

When I arrived Seremban, I immediately search for a public phone and guess what? The phone didn't function well and the only option left for me, was to ask anyone for a help. Being an introvert, it's not an easy task for me. I approached someone around my age, explaining to her about my phone's condition and asking if she could lend me her phone for a while, only to call someone to pick me up but all I received was a weird stare and statement claiming she didn't has any credits. 

Okay, I started to feel bitter but not giving up. I tried to approach another girl, probably 17 or 18 y/o and again, she gave me an afraid stare and answered, "Maaf la, mak ayah saya tak bagi.." 

I politely made my move and that was when my tears started to burst. All I need was a single phone call, even if anyone didn't trust me, just a single help would be helpful. I tried to calm myself for a while and tried to approach another lady, this time, with tears still rolling on my cheeks.

"Assalammualaikum kak.. Boleh tak saya nak pinjam phone kejap, saya nak call ayah, bagitau saya dah sampai je.."
"Ya Allah boleh dik..Nah phone akak.. Call je.."

Hearing her words, my tears fell heavily and thanked her.. To my shocking, she even moved a bit further when I'm dialing my father, leaving her trust to me. When I returned her phone, she tried to make a conversation with me and as the silence came between us, she left me alone, going to one of the shop nearby. I'm still in emotional, waiting for my father when the lady approached me with a smile and giving me a bottle of Calpis. "Nah, akak belanja awak.. Akak balik dulu.." 


To the lady, thank you so much kak. You had leave such a big impact in my life. 

This incident made me realized a thing and came out with an idea. We are living in a society where people are being skeptical with strangers. There's nothing wrong with being careful, but maybe just a little help would leave a wonderful meaning to them. If you're afraid of being scam, and if someone needs help in terms of lending your phone, you could just call the person that they need to contact for them or, letting them to speak via loudspeaker would just be wonderful. 

Chapter 33: Pluviophile

March 16, 2017

Assalammualaikum..  I've been opening the dashboard everyday actually and I wanted to join the Lazada contest but each time I opened the saved title page,  I 'd always find myself empty.. Well, I would still join the contest but maybe will be posting it on this weekend.. Still finding the spirit to start writing it..

It's raining outside and as usual, my mind would always distracted during the wet weather and again, I've no idea where this would end...

Since the SPM results would be coming out today, to those whom would be accepting your result, Goodluck..  You had try your best and it's the fate that Allah had granted to you, don't be sad and no worries, there's always another route for your future..

Somehow, I'm smiling, reminiscing the moment when my result was about to come out.. Well, I'm a cheater actually since I had know my result earlier.. How did I manage to know it? Well, do you believe in sixth sense? I do.. 

My Tok (my mom's mother)  somehow had the special ability which is unpredictable to me.. When I was waiting for my PMR, She kept telling me, 
"Tok tak tau Anis dapat berapa, sama ada( ...) tok duk nampak (...) beratur tapi (..) lagi tu kabur.." 
I don't want to believe her at first but then, when the result came out, it appeared as how Tok had predicted.. So on the night before receiving the SPM result, I called her and asked, 
"Tok nampak dak Anis dapat berapa?"
"Tok nampak (..) tersusun tapi lagi (..) tersorok.."
And again,  I don't want to believe her as I wanted to believe that I could get straight A's but oh well, I guess she's too special till Allah had granted her the special gift.. When the result came out, my mom told my aunt on my result, and my aunt answered, 
"Ya Allah yong, mak kita tu special sungguh.. Dia pagi tadi nangis kat adik, cakap dia nampak Anis ambil result, dia nampak Anis dapat (..)"  
Up till now, Tok had been my another spirit booster..Each time I'm visiting her, she always had this conversation with me:
"Anis berapa lama lagi nak habis belajar?"
"Lama lagi tok.. Anis kan tukar course.."
"Takpa.. Tok jamin anis boleh kalahkan depa semua..(depa as in my siblings) Biakan depa duk cakap apa, Anis paling kaya nanti.."
"Amin.. Tok doakan Anis nah Tok.."
And she would be looking at me while smiling meaningfully...
Writing this made me missed her now and she's not in her best condition lately.. Tok.. You won't be reading this but I just hope you would be in good health and be with me throughout this journey.. Your trust in me made me where I am right now and your words heals me the most.. And I really wish your words to me do come true again.. I trust you the most, Tok.. And I would work my best to make sure your dream in me comes true.. 

Chapter 32: Living in the past..?

March 12, 2017

Assalammualaikum.. It's quite hard me for to write now (hard as if, how should I start or what should I write), due to my previous post but somehow, I guess I need to update, just to let you know that I'm fine and that emotional feelings didn't last longer.. No worries.. Special thanks to those whom commented on the post as they totally heal me up with such kind words and supports.. You guys're the best.. ๐Ÿ˜ญ


Well, out of all of the comments, Syed's comment ( I don't think I should promote him anymore since he's literally one of the famous blogger now.. haha..) totally gave an idea to reconcile a thing.. I'm not living in my past, it's just the memories re-appeared that night..


I was having a girl's talk with one of my housemate and she told me about one of our college mate whom had been crushing on her but already rejected, asking her to just accept him as sort of 'teman tapi mesra..?' ,being the one whom support him and stuff and I guess, with hope that one day, the feelings would be there..

However, this friend of mine is a demure lady so she couldn't understand how that should work.. She didn't understand how having someone by your side could boost you up which is why, I need to use my past as an example and it's just how I'm trapped in the back to the memory lane game..

Reminiscing the past, remembering how strong I used to be before everything ended, those made my mind messed up.. I've actually declared this matter in Chapter 20: Moving On.. I know that my previous post sounds like I'm regretting it, but what else could you expect from an unstable mind of missing someone..? haha..

To be honest, I'm not regretting any of life.. It's just sometimes, I do wonder, how my life would be if I'm choosing the other route.. What would happen if I'm still in ACCA..? What would happen if I insists for not giving ACCA any chance, from the start..? How my life would be if I'm not at this state, right now..? 

It's all about the un-answered question with full marks but one thing for sure, I should never regret with my life.. Why..?

Because my life is ruled by myself.. I'm deciding my own path and which ever route I'm choosing, nothing could be easier as life is all about facing the challenge.. So why should I regret? Just keep moving forward and deal with your life but in the same time,  keep looking at your past.. Not to regret, but to take the lesson and prevent it from occurring again... After all, life is always a wonderful journey and don't forget, there's always a rainbow after a rain..  ๐Ÿ’•

Chapter 31: Just for tonight..

March 11, 2017

Assalammualaikum..


If I had the power to control the time.. 
Or just if, time travel do exist.. 
All I want to do is just to go back to the past..
And fix from the moment where everything goes wrong..

Or most probably, 
It would be the best if I go back to the past..
Where everything started.. 
And prevent it from happening.. 
So that no feelings get messed up.. 

Sometimes I just wonder..
How would my life be if you're still around...
Would I be at this place now..?
Or would I be able to complete what am I was hope to be..?

Because all of the while, 
You used to be the strength..
The one whom trusted by my family to deal with me..
As they belief you could influence me the most..
Well.. They're right after all...

Both of us used to be in pain.. 
And I belief, nothing bothers you now..
You might even be happier than you use to be..
While here I am, pretending like nothing about you bothers me anymore.. 

But if I need to be honest with myself..
sometimes I wonder..
Am I the only person whom still haven't fully heal? 
Because right now, my mind is totally filled by you..

Hopefully,
Just for tonight, 
Allah send you this message..
That here I am, still missing you.. 

I'm sorry for this random stake of mind.. I'm not in my right mind and I'm just feeling to write.. I'm sorry if reading this made you uncomfortable.. Insya-Allah, I would be back at the right state on my next post..  






Chapter 30: How's Life?

March 7, 2017

Assalammualaikum..


"How's life?"

She paused upon hearing the question... 
How could she answer it? 
Should she give the clichรฉ answer, 

"Life is good..." 
or 
"Life could never be better..."

When she knows that her life could never be perfect.. 
As the matter of fact, everyone's life is imperfect..
So why would people bother asking about other's life,

Life is always a miserable, to everyone.. 
It's always about the ups and down, 
Dealing with the issue and getting messed up.. 
Feeling empty and begging to feed the soul..
But there's happiness in it..
She could be in trouble but she's enjoying her life..
So how could she answer to that question?

"You know what? My life is always a mess and complicated but since you're asking, I would say my life is unique.. How about yours..? Is it in disaster..?"

Instead of asking about other people's life, be polite and ask, "what you're up to..?" It sounds better that way and obviously, sounds smarter too..

Chapter 29: Sunshine Blogger Award - Mayy Jiee

Assalammualaikum.. You must be thinking, how many times she must post this tagging thingy.. Can't she get any better idea? Well no worries, this might be the last.. I just couldn't ignore Mayy Jie's award as, you know, looking at the title, I'm proud to be the sun that shone it's ray to everyone.. ☀
                                          
Since I had made the formal post of Sunshine Blogger Award on the previous post, I'm gonna to disobey all the rules and just focus on answering the questions.. Shall we?
 1. What's a nickname that some family/friends call you but you hate it so much?
To be frank, my family is a lame-serious- and- strict-but-we-think-we're-funny-together type so there would be no nicknames for me as they've been calling me as Anis.. Well, I started to receive lots of nicknames during secondary school and college time but among all, I tend to hate the name Zanariah. I'm supposed to be known as Zana since we have three Anis living in the same house but then, they just came out with the name Zanariah and they even changed it into Zanariah Zulkarnain, simply because they rhythm together.. Dude, my father is Hamid so please respect him as my dad.. ๐Ÿ˜’
2. What's a song you secretly love to blast and belt out when you are alone?
Currently or all time favourite? haha.. Well I'm totally random but my all time blast would be Hujan Kelmarin by Taxi Band, Secret Love Song by Little Mix, Setiaku by Hez Hazmi and currently, I'm so obsessed with Jampi by Hael Husaini till I didn't realized that I've been humming that song all the time lately... ๐Ÿ’†

3. Which way do you face in the shower? 
Okay I don't really get this question.. Imagining the toilet and guess I couldn't see anything besides walls and the doors.. So... I'm facing the walls? haha.. Sorry I'm stuck here...
 
4. What's a phrase or exclamation you always say?
"Oh Really?!" It varies when I'm excited, shocked or annoyed.. 
Okay you may want to slap me now.. ๐Ÿ˜…

5. What did you used to wear that you thought was cool, but now you realize it isn't? lol
I'm not sure about this since I rarely follow up the trends so nothing cool in my life but maybe I don't wear them because I'm not confident anymore.. Not because they're not cool.
6. What's one of your nervous habits?
I could talk as fast as I could and I need to get in eye contact with someone whom calm me the most and if I'm in eye contact with the wrong person, my voice would get shaky and I would start forgetting what I should say.. ๐Ÿ˜‘

7. Have you ever had a near death experience?
So far, Alhamdulillah I've not experience any of it but it always appear in my dream somehow.. Well, a dream of nightmare I would say..

8. Your biggest pet peeves?
People who say “ew” to the food on my plate with annoying face.. Had a friend whom always did this and she was scolded by all of us due to her habit.. Just respect other people's food, can't you? 

9. 3 top favorite blog? Why?
Only 3?? Can I say everyone whom had been commenting on my blog? hahaha.. This is so hard to be picked but if I have to, I would pick those whom no longer in this blogging world but still, they're an inspiration to me.. ๐Ÿ˜ฅ
He's a legend, I would say.. Although he didn't update anymore, I could re-read his entries thousands of times and could still enjoy it as if it's the first time I'm reading it.. 
Well, he's out of the blogging world but his wife is still an active blogger, Yaya Natsumi.. He's considered as one of my blogging brother and just like Zack Zukhairi, his blog could really made up my day..

I love doodled blog and to be honest, there is another doodled blog that I love the most but it didn't exist anymore so kak Aesya is the best choice to be picked.. hehe..

10. Your most favorite fonts.
Fonts? Hmm.. I would say Karla since it's quite neat and easy to be read? 
11. What 3 things you always look for in a blog?
Oh God, this would be hard to answer.. Who am I to judge a blog? But, I would definitely love the blog whom had it's own style, something that's not a copy paste and something that's attractive to be read.. It doesn't has to have it's own niche but instead of trying to be others, or copy others, just be yourself.. You would love your blog more that way.. I mean, it's your effort, it's yourself.. Love yourself before other.. ๐Ÿ’•
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