Chapter 39: Rant on Life - April

April 23, 2017

Assalammualaikum...

2017 Movie Review: Fabricated City

April 21, 2017

Assalammualaikum.. Semester 5 had been killing my soul as I barely had time to catch the cinema.. Believe it or not, I've only watch 3 movies this year; XXX: Return of Xander Cage, Beauty and The Beast (I'm not going to do any review on this since I'm late but I love it..!) and the latest, a korean movie which I'm going to write the review today, Fabricated City..! 

Featured Chapters: Ezbuy..?

April 19, 2017

Assalamualaikum..
Situation  1: You wanted to buy something but you know how hard it would be almost impossible to find the stuff that you want simply because you wanted something different..
Situation 2: Your desire could hardly be fulfilled since some of it are too pricey.. And you're just too lazy to do the survey. 
If you've been in any of the situation above, could I say we're a match from heaven..? 😏
However, I would like to declare that my misery had ease itself and my shopping mode is on peak right now but money can you please fly to me..😩  Allow me to introduce to you, a website which might catch your empty soul of shopping and fill up your desire with their amazing stuff, Ezbuy.my..!
What is Ezbuy.my..?
Would you believe me if I say that we could shop globally, without bothering of converting the currency as everything had already converted for you..? Yes, no more hectic of checking the currency and just drown yourself into their heavenly world of good products in their best price, only for you..! Oh wait, have I mentioned that you could enjoy up to 4 times of savings ..? If no, now you got the info.. 😋
What To Buy..?
Ezbuy provides various range of products, starting from the latest trending fashionable outfits, Korean makeups and up to the miscellaneous products of technology stuff or kawaii items, everything is just in one click.. Well here's some items that caught my eyes.. 💓
 https://ezbuy.my/product/20000004476590.htmlclick image for direct link..

Random confession: It's hard to find cheap plus size shoes in Malaysia and most of these  pretty shoes belongs to the Cinderella.. 😫 But thanks to Ezbuy, with this variety choice and sizes, now everyone could be a Cinderella.. 😬

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Ezbuy is the first shop where I found selling this cutie..😫 Any Goblin lovers whom might be fangirling this little Dokkaebi, like me..? Somebody..! Anybody..! Please buy this for me as my birthday gift next month.. 😭
Why Ezbuy.my..?
When it comes to online shopping, either locally or internationally, I could say that us, the Malaysians do care about the shipping fee the most and when it comes to international shipping, you could cry thinking of the currency which is too burdensome, I might say.. Well, this time it's so EZ as they provides affordable shipping fee for you, and one thing that I love was the fact that they would inspect the product to ensure the quality and repack the parcel by removing excess packaging to make it less bulky, hence lowering the cost of local postage fees borne by us. 😚
PRIME..?
For those whom would always come back to them for more shopping experience, I would recommend you to grab their membership programme, 'Prime' which guarantee your shipping fee to be fixed at a flat rate of RM8.80 regardless of parcel size, weight and quantity of items bought per checkout. Sounds like a deal to be steal, right..? Click here for more info regarding Prime.. 💕

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Chapter 38: The Dead Flowers

April 15, 2017

Assalammualaikum...
source: Weheartit
She stepped off the bus with heavy heart. It's been years since the last time she set her feet there. She made her move out of the building, trying to leave the unwanted traces behind but as soon as she arrived at the entrance of the building, the rain started to pour heavily, stopping her from leaving the place. Trapped at the entrance of the building, she started to scan the scenery outside of the door and her eyes stopped on a tree, 500 meters from the place she was standing. 

"Where are you..? I've just arrive.."
The message was sent and she immediately made her move to the main entrance. As soon as she arrived at the door, her phone vibrated, and a familiar name appeared on the phone screen. Without wasting any moment, she answered the call.

"Assalammualaikum.. I'm already here, on a motorbike under the tree.."
"Which tree?"
She kept looking around, trying to search for him but failed to recognize him. It was their first meeting after all.. 
"I'm on a motorbike, looking at you.."

And only by then, she could recognize him and suddenly, her heart beat increased. The guy was looking at her, smiling calmly and waved at her. She approached him slowly and he greeted her with a bubbly voice.

"So, where should we go now..? What time would your class started..?" 
"Seven.. So we only had just some time left.. Perhaps, we could catch up while walking me to class..?"

His round eyes turned wider, and making a hand signal of walking, confirming if he heard it right..
"Yup, you can't expect me to ride the bike with you, right..?"

He smiled and asked her to wait for him to park his bike properly. Done with the parking, they started to make the move, walking her to the college. 

"Can we stop at Mc'D for a while..? A mate asked me to buy us some dinner, since we would finish the class late..?" 
"Sure, why not..?" 

Once she's done buying the meal, they continued their journey.. It was 10 minutes of walk from the bus station to her college and he made use of the time to joke around with her. 

"Are you sure you're just going to eat that for dinner..? I wanted to treat you a proper meal, perhaps, rice to ensure you're filled..Can I..?"
"Umm.. If you insist, we could drop by at the Central Market, there's a food court there and grab  the chicken rice for a takeaway.."

Agreed to her suggestion, they stopped by at the food court for a while and continued their journey to her college, which was only across the road of Central Market, just nearby of the Petaling Street. In order to reach her college, they had to walk on a road which was filled with quite a number of flower shops. The strong fragrance of the flowers was accompanying their steps and the flowers themselves was a self pleasure for their view. 

"Do you love flowers..?"
"Why, do you want to buy me one..?"
With a smile, he answered, "I want to but one day, Insya-Allah.."

The noise of people chattering made her realized that she had lost in her thought.. She wanted to avoid that place badly before but now, she decided to ignore it.. She walked along the memorial path, stopping by at the Central Market's food court to grab chicken rice before she finally made her move back to her house.

Beauty Stuff: War with Althea?

April 9, 2017

Assalammualaikum. Althea is not something new for those whom loved korean make ups. They are famous for their beauty boxes which is such a steal for beauty lovers. However, those beauty boxes would always sold out in less than few minutes, which pissed me off as I really want to grab one of those boxes. I was keeping my eyes close to their updates on Facebook till one day of February, they updated about a Free Giveaway which I don't want to be left out. 

When I saw the post, I immediately purchase it as all I need to pay was for the shipping fee but somehow, during my checkout, it didn't stated any amount to be paid and successfully purchased it. I even received an email from Althea claiming that my order had been received and they would update to me once my parcel is ready. I was too eager since it's like my first stuff from Althea and waited for almost two weeks but there's no updates regarding the parcel, and when I login to my account, that's when I know that my order was canceled without any notice..  💔

Feeling upset, I sent an email to them, expressing how frustrated am I knowing that it was cancelled without any notice, as I was totally expecting for the parcel. I was hoping for a kind reply from them, explaining the situation but then, I received no replies from them within the week. That was when I decided to declare a war, sending a message on their Facebook's inbox, claiming how disappointed I was, filled with madness. 

The althea pixies whom was dealing with me, surely was an angelic one as they calmly wheedled me with patience, helping me to solve my case and to make things better, they even send me a box filled with surprise..! 💕

It's a box filled with some Laneige trial kits and  Banila co.clean it zero sample which I had been aiming for Allah-knows-how-long, a bag filled with "Too Cool for School" make up samples, a mask and a shampoo bar soap.. 😱

Althea surely knows how to comfort me..! Thank you so much Althea for this box and I'm gonna appreciate this gift..I will definitely keep my eyes close on you and hopefully, when I've the chance and penny, I could grab one of your boxes.. 💞

Chapter 37: Humiliating Back to the Memory Lane

April 6, 2017

Assalammualaikum.. If you do read my 2017 resolution, I do mentioned about continuing my unfinished malay novel writing but somehow, I think it's just impossible for me to write that story anymore. Each time I re-read the story, my mind went blank, and I kept asking myself "Seriously, this is from you..?"

It's filled with "jiwang" words which made me cringe now. I tried to re-write it in less "jiwang" mode but come to think of it, why not if I just share to you guys the original-unedited version of it and let you guys cringe together... 😂

Kadang-kadang, cinta ni ajaib tapi aku dah tak percaya dengan "true love". Bagi aku sekarang, guys are sucks.. Tapi entah kenapa, hati yang selama ini dibatukan menjadi lemah setelah membaca nota darinya? Adakah hati ini telah berjaya dibuka kembali? Sungguh aku tidak sanggup untuk dilukai kembali".
"love is a great feeling that can not be expressed with words .. love can make you smile .. but .. it also makes you cry .. you who will bring color to your love .... and as for me, i will make sure you are charmed with my love.." - zafrul- 
Diari kesayangan ditutup dan diletakkan di sisi. Kakinya pula laju mengocak air laut yang jernih dan merelakan mukanya ditampar lembut oleh sang bayu. Inilah rutinnya bila  dilanda masalah atau dilema, mendambakan diri kepada keindahan ciptaan Allah S.W.T. Sedang dia leka melayan perasaan, bahunya disentuh seseorang. Dia tersentak dan sebaik sahaja dia berpaling, jantungnya berdegup kencang melihat sang jejaka sedang berdiri sambil melemparkan senyuman kepadanya, lantas dia bangun dan meninggalkan sang jejaka sendirian. Tidak sanggup rasanya untuk terus berperang dengan hatinya. Langkahnya terhenti pabila pergelangan tangannya dicengkam oleh Zafrul..

"Kau nak ke mana Larissa? Puas aku cari kau di kampus tadi... Kau cuba mengelak dari aku ye? Kenapa kau jadi macam nie Larissa? Kau seolah-olah bukan Larissa yang mula aku kenal. Larissa yang peramah. Larissa yang ceria bak suria pagi. Tapi sekarang, nak tengok kau senyum pun susah. Susah sangat ke kau nak terima aku sebagai penjaga hati kau Larissa?"


"Zafrul, please. Aku masih lagi Larissa yang dulu kau kenal. Tentang lamaran kau tu, aku minta maaf, aku tak boleh terima. You deserve the best girl Zafrul but it's not me. Tolong lepaskan tangan aku. Aku harus pulang sekarang"

Jawapan Larissa memang mengecewakan hati Zafrul. Hanya anak mata yang mampu mengekori langkah Larissa. Sebaik sahaja langkah Larissa semakin jauh, Zafrul tersedar ada sebuah buku di atas batu yang Larissa duduk.

"Buku apa nie? Macam diari. Larissa punya ke? Ahh.. balik rumah je la baru baca.."
Malam itu, Zafrul menyelak satu demi satu diari milik Larissa. Matanya laju membaca butir-butir kata dalam diari tersebut..

"Si dia melamarku hari ini.. betapa gembiranya hatiku?? hanya Tuhan yang tahu.. setelah sekian lama aku memendam rasa cinta, menyangka diriku hanya bertepuk sebelah tangan.. dan akhirnya.. hari ini dia membuktikan yang aku tidak bertepuk sebelah tangan.. Semoga hubungan ini direstuimu Ya Allah"
mengapa ada sahaja yg mencemburui ku?
mengapa apabila aku telah mendakap keinginanku,
ada pula yg menghancurkan nya..
aku ingin kan cinta yg tulus..
dan mendambakn cintaku pda yg ikhlas...
hatiku terlalu ingin menyayangi seseorg..
namun..
apakah darjat dapat membezakan cinta?
kasih..
sayang..
cinta...
ku ingin mendapatkan kasih..
mencurahkan sayang..
dan mendakap cinta yg tulus..
masih berpeluangkah aku?
"Ku sangka dia jujur mencintaiku.. tetapi aku salah.. tidak ku duga dia membalas kesetiaanku dengan racun kecurangan..pedihnya menusuk hatiku.. menikam jantungku..
Up till now, I'm still laughing at this. I even put a note under the post of my old entry (which is being kept safely in the draft) that those jiwang words was originally written by me..! 😂 And I keep recalling on my myself of how do I came up with such words, but failed... So now, my challenge is to scramble all this jiwang stuff and write this back, in a normal word, if I could or maybe, I should just bury these characters and forget about it..😅

Chapter 36: Route to Resolution - March

April 2, 2017

Assalammualaikum... If I have to conclude my previous 31 days in one word, I'd say, it's the worst month of the year, so far.. To be frank, I've no idea what to write in here, feeling dis motived thinking of what I've been facing but oh well, let's just give it a try.. Shall we..?


  • Spend wisely.
Hmm... I think it was the month which I failed to hold myself from buying a template... Well, I've stalking this template for quite sometime, debating either to just grab it or pick a cheaper one.. I tried to wheedle myself for a cheaper one, but again, can't take my eyes away from this one so once I received my pocket money, I just made up my mind and grab it.. Uhh.. Not changing to any other template for a year, I guess..?👉👈


  • Saving money.
My monthly saving is still on it's right track... I've been receiving some extra money as the reward of helping during my sister's wedding so extra money had been saved..! Not to forget, VASE had been helping me in getting some extra money too.. 😊


  • Stop being an angry bird.
Well I think I could remove this from my list now.. One resolution had been successfully achieved, I guess..? Well, I'm not fully an angel right now, but I tend to keep my anger to myself,even sometimes I do complaint to my friends on certain matter .Instead of being an angry bird, I'm being a sensitive baby now. I could cry easily and only Allah knows how much my heart and mind had been battling inside, trying to calm myself down.. 

  • Focus on diet.
Since last month was the month where I'm worried about fitting into the dress for my sister's ceremony, I'm so glad that nothing chaotic happened.. I managed to fit it in..! Anyways, I'm planning to give a try on other method of diet but I'm still trying to get my research done.. To motivate myself, my dad had allow  me to buy another 4 dress yes..!! Another dresses into my collection!! which obviously, I need to give my best to fit in.. 
Actually, On the day I seek my dad's permission to buy some new dresses during a clearance sale, he couldn't agree for it but he couldn't expressed it to me. When one of my sister told me that he informed her on the evening that he felt it's unnecessary for me to grab the dress, I'm totally fine with it.. I've been waiting for him to say no for it, but then, he's the one whom keep calling me, asking "bila nak beli baju..?" and with guilt, as I know how un-willing he was, I told him that I'd get only 2 dresses at the cheapest price, he paused and said "takpe la, amik je la lebih.. Papa bagi RM200 untuk kau beli baju.." 😨

Told my sisters about this and their response were, " Weh, mana aci.. Habis anak dia yang lain ni macam mana..?" and "Papa memang kalah betul dengan kau kan.. Tak boleh betul nak cakap NO dengan kau.."*flip hair* "It's the perk of being the last child, sissy.."😋


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