Chapter 36: Route to Resolution - March

Assalammualaikum... If I have to conclude my previous 31 days in one word, I'd say, it's the worst month of the year, so far.. To be frank, I've no idea what to write in here, feeling dis motived thinking of what I've been facing but oh well, let's just give it a try.. Shall we..?

• Spend wisely.

Hmm... I think it was the month which I failed to hold myself from buying a template... Well, I've stalking this template for quite sometime, debating either to just grab it or pick a cheaper one.. I tried to wheedle myself for a cheaper one, but again, can't take my eyes away from this one so once I received my pocket money, I just made up my mind and grab it.. Uhh.. Not changing to any other template for a year, I guess..?👉👈

• Saving money.

My monthly saving is still on it's right track... I've been receiving some extra money as the reward of helping during my sister's wedding so extra money had been saved..! Not to forget, VASE had been helping me in getting some extra money too.. 😊

• Stop being an angry bird.

Well I think I could remove this from my list now.. One resolution had been successfully achieved, I guess..? Well, I'm not fully an angel right now, but I tend to keep my anger to myself,even sometimes I do complaint to my friends on certain matter .Instead of being an angry bird, I'm being a sensitive baby now. I could cry easily and only Allah knows how much my heart and mind had been battling inside, trying to calm myself down.. 

• Focus on diet.

Since last month was the month where I'm worried about fitting into the dress for my sister's ceremony, I'm so glad that nothing chaotic happened.. I managed to fit it in..! Anyways, I'm planning to give a try on other method of diet but I'm still trying to get my research done.. To motivate myself, my dad had allow  me to buy another 4 dress yes..!! Another dresses into my collection!! which obviously, I need to give my best to fit in.. 

Actually, On the day I seek my dad's permission to buy some new dresses during a clearance sale, he couldn't agree for it but he couldn't expressed it to me. When one of my sister told me that he informed her on the evening that he felt it's unnecessary for me to grab the dress, I'm totally fine with it.. I've been waiting for him to say no for it, but then, he's the one whom keep calling me, asking "bila nak beli baju..?" and with guilt, as I know how un-willing he was, I told him that I'd get only 2 dresses at the cheapest price, he paused and said "takpe la, amik je la lebih.. Papa bagi RM200 untuk kau beli baju.." 😨

Told my sisters about this and their response were, " Weh, mana aci.. Habis anak dia yang lain ni macam mana..?" and "Papa memang kalah betul dengan kau kan.. Tak boleh betul nak cakap NO dengan kau.."*flip hair* "It's the perk of being the last child, sissy.."😋