It's awkward for me to write, especially after months of letting this space bare. I missed writing a lot; missing to blog walking even more but there's basically nothing for me to write... There were plenty of stuffs happened; been in lock down and struggled doing nothing, completed my internship but hell I didn't know if it should be considered as a success since I had been procrastinating a lot as well.

These past few months had been a misery for me, really. May was the month of my birth and I would write a dedication post for myself  every single year but I decided to not write any this year... I had been meaning to write for the festive of Syawal as well but ended up not writing any; simply because I didn't celebrate any this year. Everyday was the same; dull day for me... No baju raya, only shirts and pants for me please.

It is my first year of everything without my dad so the passion was just not there anymore. We had been missing him even more lately and every single thing reminded us of him. I know my previous entry had been all about him but what shall I do when it is so hard for us to bear with it? Well, at least the tears were no longer there and the memories were all we had.

Anyways, I will try my best to keep writing sooner or later and hopefully, this entry would be the benchmark for me to start writing back. Till then, I shall see you again and I guess it is never too late for me to wish you Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin.😊