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I noticed myself to be a lil' bit weird throughout this degree journey... It all started with a semester where I would never come to class without any make up... It was my confidence booster, which made me felt better about myself.. Then my circles changed, and somehow, my ignorance on make up came out of nowhere.. I don't care about dolling myself anymore and I just don't care about making my self presentable and the only thing I would wear was sunblock and a lipstick.. And somehow, for the past weeks, I am back to dolling up... 

It's weird, but I don't know.. I just realized how weird I would look like if I only wear lipstick to class and I could hear my mom's voice in my head saying, " Bedak mana bedak? Dah macam anak orang asli dah ibu tengok kau ni! "😂

Well, at least that was what she would definitely claimed throughout my teenage years before I gained interest on make ups. Anyways, as I was having a lunch date with my kak chik on Sogo Maju Junction on  friday, she wanted to look around at the sales section where exclusive sales for Sogo members would be held. Well, there were few sub-brands was elected and my eyes were first caught on Elianto's booth to grab some sheet masks. 

I thought my shopping ended there when my sister suddenly poked me and pointed at the booth next to her while whispering, "Weh, ni kau suka la ni." It was ZA's + Senka's booth and to be frank,  I had been holding back myself for not buying any extra make ups anymore since I do realized  that my make up collection is way too much for a single person but yet, I failed to hold myself.. Well, how could I when the stuffs were only priced at RM10 and RM15 per item..? 

My mind went from, "You already had enough and you don't need these to THIS IS A REAL DEAL AND YOU SHOULD NOT LET THIS AWAY real quick.. So yeah, new make ups and since I have not have any current skincare routine, I was thinking, why not give their skincare a try as well..? So yeah, I ended up on a shopping spree for myself.. 💆

Things that I had grabbed during the sale: 

With these, the total of the damage spent was RM 135, so yeah, I should not spend for any skincare or make ups for few months starting from now...Welp, I really hope not.. With this post, maybe you could expect some review from me sooner or later..? Maybe.. 😂

Till then, We'll meet again.. 💗

Okay, I had been procrastinating a lot this year and I swear I am just too lazy to type anymore... I really hate the fact the that I still need to depend on the external keyboard ant to fix the internal seems like a waste for a student with no extra income like me. Adding the spice to this laziness is the fact that my eyes could no longer function normally as the scar from the sore eyes had left a permanent affect to my eyesight, causing both of my eyes to be blurry which I may say, forever... However, I still haven't make any glasses for myself since Papa would never agree for it and he's waiting for the doctor final declaration that I officially need glasses which would only in October.. So yeah, I had been going around and surviving my past semester + half of my upcoming semester with a blurry eyesight.    

It's a suffer, really, and it totally spoiled my mood in doing anything. I slowed down on catching up with the K-Drama, spending my time literally doing nothing and most of the time, I didn't even realize that the time had passed by really quick. Oh, and to be frank, my previous semester was a roller coaster ride for me.. Not gonna rant much about it but I swear, it was a total disappointment for me but I am still praying that there's still some hidden present from Allah S.W.T.  Well, there might be some hopes, right...? *crossing fingers*

Anyways, starting my new semester with a new hope but to be honest, I am not ready at all... I still need extra break and my mind is totally not align at all.. There's so much things to do; figuring out a.k.a searching for a space in any company for internship, 3 core subject + final year project a.k.a research which I still had no vision on. I'm freaking out but yet, here I am, looking for a space to empty this mind so here I am, ranting out of it... Well, please allow this space to be my personal diary for awhile, and I hope none of my readers would left because this space had always been my personal after all, the space where I am hoping for some love... 😊