Assalammualaikum... 

More than a year of not writing, and hey, I'm surviving! Haha... 

I am still here, most of the time wanting to write, eager to rant but I had been trying to cope with lots of thing throughout the year. I had been missing this space of mine, and today the thought of forcing myself to write the summary as well as the closure of the year, and that's why I'm here! 

So, where should I start? 

JANUARY - MARCH 2021

I started this year with something new, stepping into the new world of having a career. It was fun at first, filled with spirit and what made it the sweetest journey was the friendship that I could enjoy momentarily. Working with young, determined colleagues; nothing stops us from dreaming big. At least  that was what we thought... But hey, Allah knows the best. We hit the rock bottom, leaving the spirit and left everything behind... One thing that's left was the sweetest memory called friendship that did not exist anymore.... Anyways, still, praying the best for them... 💖

A selfie with the person that made my life was more than anything when I was still working there... 💞

I am praying for everyone and as well for those who are not in the picture.. Thank you for the best memories that we had created together...💕

APRIL - MAY 2021 

I decided to stepped out from the company and just about to start fresh when I was diagnose of positive COVID-19 on the very first day of work. What made it horrifying for me was the fact that I am already at stage 4 by that time and there were too many "what if..." playing in my mind. But alhamdulillah, I forced myself to remain positive, knowing that my family were praying hard for me was something that I am truly grateful. Ever since then, I started to be more concern of my health.. Well, congratulations dear self... We made it! 

Putting this here because this was the only outside food that I received while I had admitted for more than 10 days... Thank you Kak Wul for willing to treat me just because I'm craving for it! Love ya till death!

MAY - DEC 2021

I am officially a lady with a stable career!!! Nothing is more satisfying for me other than striking a job in the middle of this horrid pandemic. I'm pretty sure I used to rant on how I'm not gonna teach anymore, the reason made me feel like teaching was not for me but hey, I could only plan while Allah is the best planner of all... So yup, I am currently teaching at an English Centre which is not the typical teacher but I shall tell you about this more on my future posts. Let's just hope I won't go missing again... haha! 

The first kid that made me feel, "yes, I want to work here, to teach her!"😍

THE CLOSURE

Anyways, 2021 had teach me a lot on survival, fighting for the sake of building a career and I am not gonna lie, I am looking forward for the best in 2022... Gonna stop here first and I shall welcome 2022 on the next post. 

Till then,