Chapter 102: Screams

Tuesday, April 23, 2019

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If it ever meant to be..
Will it ever be...?
If the consequences is unbearable...
How could it be bearable..?
Those yelling screams...
Just how to shut it down..?

The single laughter...
The empty silence...
The silent tears...
A mixture of emotions....
Just how to double it..?

The urgency of precious moment...
The belief of preserving the memories...
The courtesy to embrace the courage...
Just where these miracle could be...?

written by;
-Flavnesz @ Chapters_ 8.23 p.m.-

cinephile: Extreme Job a.k.a Geukhanjikeob Review [2019]

Tuesday, April 2, 2019

p/s: I am not supposed to be here right now since I have an assignment that needs my attention but I could not hold myself as  I am so eager to share this with you guys!

Ryu Seung-ryong, Lee Hanee, Jin Seon-kyu, Lee Dong-hwi, Gong Myung

A team of narcotics detectives goes undercover in a fried chicken joint to stake out an organized crime gang. But things take an unexpected turn when the detectives' chicken recipe suddenly transforms the rundown restaurant into the hottest eatery in town.

This movie is a must watch for those whom is seeking for laughter...! I swear to you guys that you could barely stop laughing and this movie is just lit.. My friend tagged me to watch the trailer for this movie on fb but I just don't really care enough to watch it. Instead, I  just agreed to her invitation to watch this movie and yes, I'm so glad that I did not left this out.. Of course there might be some break especially at the part of the criminals, some exaggerating fighting scene but it was just for a while and you will just ended up laughing again and again.

Self Rating:

Chapter 101: Will it...?

Sunday, March 24, 2019

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Been looking for something, 
But could it ever be found..?
Preserving everything,
But how much longer would it stay...?

Could this be a waste..?
Would it be a worth...?
How much longer could this be bare?

The energy is draining...
but then...

Will it be okay to give up ...?
Will it be okay if everything ended?
Will it be okay if it is stranded..?
Will it...?

written by;
Flavnesz @ Chapters

Chapter 100: No, I'm Not Pregnant...!

Sunday, March 3, 2019


Have you ever stressed out thinking about your menstruation cycle...? Okay that sounds awkward but yeah, I can't think of any specific or proper words for this thing so let's just be straight forward.. My hormone might be in mess since I missed my period for 3 months and I was in panic, waiting for it to appear.. 

The first month of absent..? I could still chill around since it was normal for me to skip a month.
The second month, I was slightly worry but still able to remain calm....
But, on the third month, my mind was in total mess..!

"Am I pregnant..? But, I can't be... It's impossible...! Okay calm down... It should be fine.. Okay, open google now...!"

Google: Reasons of Late Period for Unmarried Adult

Possible reasons: Stress, Gained Weight

"Okay, I should not stressed out... I did gained weight, so it's a sign I should back to track..."
Nope, it didn't ease me and guess what..? I was too afraid that I ended up eating lots of pineapple, hoping for the bleed (yes I am that naive girl)... 

I was so worried that I decided to go for a check-up and I had to inform my friends and my sisters, just in case I'm late for the class and they started to act;

My friends: No, you can't be pregnant before me...!
Ateh: 3 bulan...? Jangan cakap.. 

And I immediately cut her..

Still in naive mode, during the check-up, the doctor asked me to do the pregnancy test and with a panic face, I kept telling her that I'm not even married yet. She burst into laughter; calming me by saying it was part of the procedure.. I could only compose myself again when the result was out and it appeared as "Negative". 

Out of the joy, I immediately snapped the picture with a caption: Sorry guys, no anak buah yet...😂

Anyways, the doctor just gave me some hormone pills and Alhamdulillah, the long waits ended...! Well, just writing this as a reminder for myself for not being panic or at least being naive if the similar things ever happen again.. 

Chapter 99: Love Note... (1)

Saturday, February 23, 2019

The wonders of the mind...
The "what if" that would never stop lingering..
Waiting to be settled down...
But will never do...

A weakening body....
In a hopeless situation...
With a positive surrounding...
Is there still a fighting spirit...?

Oh I hope you do...
Because all of us do...
And just for you to know...
Our faith in you would never fade away...

We would always be here for you...
Supporting you back and forth...
Because papa...
We love you.... 
And we will always do... 

I hope the wound would be healed as soon as possible and we could come here again, Pa... 

Chapter 98: The Comeback

Thursday, January 24, 2019


Hey "Chapters"...
There's a weird feeling in me, to be writing here again.. Idk, it's just, being absent for months made me feel... forceful....? 

The should I or how should I or what should I write had been bothering my mind.. Yes, I'm being picky in sharing my thoughts, because somehow, I was such a simple minded for the past few months... There's nothing much that bothered me except for when I kept losing in playing werewolves of Plato, being eager in playing Hago (yeah my life was all about game for the past 3 months), completing my assignments and lastly, living my life... Yup, 2018 was the year of me easing with my life...

There's an eager feeling in me, to start writing... So I "FORCED" myself to write Chapter 97: Escape but believe me, I'm not satisfied with it but I'm not gonna delete it either.. It would be a reminder to me of what would happen when I lose my soul... By then, I even decided to just stop writing...

But, I guess Allah knows me the best.. Starting my first class of 2019 with the subject "Creative Writing" and yeah, it's a sign that I would be getting my soul back and I'm gonna write all the way throughout this semester...! Smiling with a fluttering heart, this gonna be the official comeback of me, to keep the heart of yours... I'm not ignoring you again, and it's a promise... 

Chapter 97: Escape [#7SeriesofWriting]

Saturday, January 12, 2019


#7seriesofwriting 1: Love [click here]
#7seriesofwriting 2: Lonely [click here]
#7seriesofwriting 3: Jealousy [click here]
#7seriesofwriting 4: Betrayal [click here]
#7seriesofwriting 5: Loss [click here]

credits: Grafolio

"Don't you think it's a fate..?"
"Why not...?"
"Because the heart said so..."

"When did I said it...?"
"Shut up...! Just help me...!"
"But I'm telling you, trust him...! It's a fate...!"
"No...! Please...! Just help me for once..!"
"This is a pain for us... Admit it...!"
"But we might be hurt even more later..."
"But can't you feel it...! Should I squeeze you more...?"
"Stop it..! It's better now or it could be worst... Just trust me... For this time..."
"You're running away, aren't you..?"
"I'm... Just... Escaping...."
"Till when..?"

written by;
-Flavnesz @ Chapters_ 11.17 p.m.-

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