Chapter 45: Rant on Life - May

Assalammualaikum.. 

I've been in a slump lately.. I wanted to write something but with this miserable feelings, how could I..? Anyways, it's coming to the end of May and to be frank, I'm not really enjoying myself on this month.. There's only 5 of us left and  I really hate parting from those whom I loved..  My roommate which had been staying with me for 2 years solid, is no longer with me and in two days, the four of us would be moving out too, splitting in pairs.. Surely we could always catch up sooner or later but it just felt weird of not living with them anymore.. 

On the other hand, it's been five days since I'm back to school, as a practical teacher at SK Taman Bukit Indah, Ampang.. Well, these five days had been such a waste of time since my friends and I did nothing except for just sleeping in the Bilik Gerakan since the students were having their examinations..  So yeah, 5 days of waking early and doing nothing for hours..

Honestly, it felt good to be in the school but it felt weird at the same time.. That awkward feelings when you're just walking but pairs of eyes were looking at you, some would even come close just to salam, and I would wonder if I would teach them later..I felt really good when a girl approached me, asking me my name and being such a sweet girl calling me "teacher Razanah yang cantik" and today, I had a chance to handle a class, letting them know my name and it's just satisfying to be with them..

Okay right now, I'm eager for another two weeks and see how my life with the kids would be. Hopefully, it would be much better than this..💕

Oh yeah, Salam Ramadhan and happy fasting to all of my readers.. May Allah ease everything.. 💕