Chapter 71: Closing Chapter 2017

Sunday, December 31, 2017

Assalammualaikum...

Last chapter of the year..! It feels surreal, realizing that this year is coming to the end.. Finally, the first solid year of me being here after years of leaving this space... 2017 had been everything, of success and failure.. Of tears and laughter.. But I wouldn't deny it's a year filled with thousands of spices... Here are some bittersweet memories of 2017..!

  • Blogging
I thought my blogging spirit would leave in a minute, just like the previous year, but hey~ I'm still here.. ! It feels so good to be here, expressing my thoughts and emotions;  this space really soothes my soul.. I even made a huge decision by stepping out from my comfort zone by having a domain of my own.. Well, let's just hope that it's a sign that I would be here for quite some time.. And to be honest, I didn't expect to have anyone to read my rants but I'm honored to have you guys as my backbone..Thank you so much, everyone whom had been supporting me till now...!😭



I've finally ended my diploma with flying colors and to be honest, I'm still in disbelief that my war with my dad had ended.. After 4 and a half years, we finally made peace right after I received my diploma scroll.. Not only that, I was completely spoiled by my siblings; a special homemade cheesecake, 2 bouquet and "Solvil et Titus" watch..! It was the day where I kept telling myself, "you're completely blessed, Razanah Anis.."💕



"Tok"..

The thought that she's no longer around, I would have to say, I missed her a lot.. It was never easy to lose someone whom puts the best faith in you, and I had been holding to the memories that I had created with her.. I even dreamt of her, twice, and for both dreams, I could see her face clearly, smiling to me... Even my mom was shocked to know that I had met tok in my dream.. She is and always be the most special person in my life..💘

New Koala Bear
Oh well, I might had lost one of my loved ones but I'm adding another one this year too.. This little sweetheart surely an alive koala as she really love to sleep on me.. Nur Aisyah Hannan, you gonna love me as I'm your fun mashu whom would be spoiling you with lots of cartoons but in the same, you'll be annoyed as I love to tease my little ones as well.. Get ready, kay..?

These kids were another blessings in my life.. Being a practicum teacher for 3 months was a roller-coaster of my life but they had been my everything ever since then... They made me laughed a lot, and stressed out a lot too but in the end of the day, I wouldn't trade my love for these kids with any other students.. I loved them so much till I kept telling myself, "These are my babies and they will always be, till the end.."

ps: There's actually another two classes that I taught but this is the most decent photos in my gallery and as u can see,they're over excited with camera.. So yeah.. 😓



Another best memories that I had this year.. I'll just hope that this wouldn't be the last memory that I had created with them.. Let's just hope for many more years of friendship, and Insya-Allah, till the end..

Dear 2017, you had been a blast year for me and although you brought me down for awhile with the death of my loved ones.. I would still say thank you for reminding me that there's no year without hardships and the pain had changed me into a better self... Well, not completely as I'm still struggling but I will try my best to stay strong.. Welcome 2018..! Feel free to step in but could you please shine up my life with more sparkles✨ and rainbow🌈, as 2017 had gave it best, I really hope you would too..!Well, not only for me but for everyone.. Shall you..? ❤

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  1. What a nice sharing! Abviously this year is full of memories,sweet sour,lesson,and not to mention hurt.T_T cewah.hihih but everybody been there.So good Luck on your new determination sis!.See ya in 2018's entry! <3 ^^

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    1. Aww thank you.. Yup it's definitely a year filled with everything.. And Thank you.. Happy New Year to you.. :3

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  2. Happy new year my dear Anis. May 2018 bring more success and happiness to u. Stay young and gorgeous ya. And keep on blogging ❤❤

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    1. Happy New year Kak Ana.. Thank you so much for the sweet wishes.. You're definitely one of the reason why I'm still here.. 💕

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  3. May your 2018 will be better! :)

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    1. Thank you..! And Happy New Year Farah.. 💕

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  4. Happy new year , dear Anis.

    Al-Fatihah for your loss . Me too , loss my grandpa in November 2017

    May 2018 give you more happiness and barakah. Insyaallah . Ameen. <3

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    1. Happy new year, Nadiah and Al-Fatihah for your loss too.. And thank you for those sweet wishes.. 💕

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    1. Happy New Year too and Insya-Allah, I will.. :D

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  6. Happy new year, Anis! Semoga baik-baik saja untuk Anis dalam tahun ini. Ameen :)

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    1. Happy New Year, Siqah.. Insya-Allah I hope so...:3

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    1. Err.. I don't know how to respond this, but, thank you.. :3

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  8. Happy new year dear. May Allah grant all your prayers and bring you a blessful 2018. :D

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    1. Happy New Year Eyqa.. Thank you so much for the wish.. 💕

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  9. Am I one of your backbone in blogging too? Tehee. Looking good on your practicum, I wish I have the chance to teach too, it was one of my career goal. Obviously didn't get the chance, yet.
    May 2018 be brighter and better year for you Anis. Keep writing!

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    1. You're the very first in my list...! hee... Maybe you could be one when you're done with your master? hee.. Amin.. Thanks Lya..! 💕

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  10. happy blogging dear.. hey imma ex kptm. stay strong

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  11. semoga tahun 2018 lebih baik dri tahun sebelumnya. inshaAllah amin.. teruskan berblogging. <3

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  12. Seronok mamaa baca. Mcm2 yg berlaku in 2017 ye. Spoiled by siblings Tu paling best haha.. alfatihah buat tok

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    1. Hee.. Banyak sgt benda yg berlaku ma.. Yup, I love it when my siblings were spoiling my day.. hehe... Thanks mama.. 💕

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  13. mcm2 ya berlaku sepanjang 2017... x pe yg penting kita teruskan hidup ini dengan penuh kesyukuran dan kegembiraan... selamat thn baru

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    1. Betul tu anies.. Selamat tahun baru.. 💕

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  14. Comelnya the new koala bear tu heheheee...

    Keep blogging ya... malas sesikit tu adat la huhuuu...

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    1. Hee Thanks Mrs.A.. Insya-Allah I'll keep blogging.. :D

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