Chapter 72: 2018 To-Do List

Assalammualaikum.. 

yummy nutella cheesecake baked by my beloved kak chik..💕

I've been eager to proceed my next chapter as degree student, still in KUPTM KL as I don't want to lose my MARA.. There's almost a second war between me and my dad, as he wanted me to be in government sector, a teacher to be exact.. To fulfill the request, I'm supposed to apply for any IPTA for a better guarantee but still being me, I refused for it as I had been aiming for lecturer instead.. Plus, I don't want to be involved in PTPTN and I was spoiled by MARA during Diploma, surely I want to be spoiled again.. Well at least, I could reduce the burden of my parents by spending using the allowance that had been given to us by MARA... 

Well, the first few months of my degree life might be a pain as I should wait to re-apply my MARA and I might be burdening my parents for a while but thankfully, my dad was okay with it.. Well, he had been opening his heart to accept my journey ever since my graduation day and therefore, there's a few things that I should accomplish this year..

• Spend Wisely

Since the start might be a pain as I'm depending on my parents and I had to set RM230 monthly just for my rental house, I should lower down my expenses on others by cooking for myself.. You might be thinking, why don't you find a cheaper house or just stay in the hostel..? Well, I did try to look for a cheaper house but failed and to stay in the hostel is more hellish as I can't cook, no washing machine and there's no wifi in the hostel.. To be honest, that RM230 is a complete set of a fully furnished house; bed, locker, kitchen, fridge, washing machine, tv, unifi and bills included..! The best part..? It was just next to my college and it's only 3-5 minutes of walking.. So yup, that's the minimal I could get..

• Shredding Mission Mode-ON..!

I could restrain my lust on food as I should cook but I'm too lazy to cook delicious meal so diet meal is all I would cook.. Surely, I could reduce my carbohydrate intake, and let's just hope I could be back on track.. It's so hard to be on track, weh..!  Staying home is so hard when you couldn't hold yourself for your mom's meal..😭

• More Memories with Them..!

How could I leave these girls behind..? I'm so eager for my degree to start as I could get back to their arms..! 3 years of Diploma and insya-Allah, another 2 years awaits, it's always been them whom stays till the end.. Well, the circle may gets smaller but there's always people come and go in our life and the best would always remain, right..? All I could do is just to appreciate these munch-kins while I could still have them.. 💕

• Dean List For This Year

I finished my diploma with the first class honor and DL for my final sem but sadly, I'm not part of those "selempang" students as I'm not a DL student of every semester.. My sisters were aggrieved with it as they truely hope I could achieve that title to win my dad's heart but Allah definitely knows better.. During the convocation ceremony, one of the best student whom was sponsored by MARA to study overseas quoted in public," You may try your best for your dreams but without your parents blessings, you would get nowhere... " 

Thanks to the speech, my father opened up himself and this time, I would not let the opportunity turns into a waste.. I truly hope for linear DL pointer this time.. 

• Get Organized

I'm totally not an organized person, tbh.. I'm totally a very random person whom gets things settle only based on her mind.. When I feel like doing something, I would.. Same goes to my diet and expenses.. I installed apps to keep track with my diet and expenses but in the end of the day, I'm just too lazy to update them.. And lastly, I would uninstall them.. The same thing goes to planner.. I had one planner each year with the determination, but in the end of the day, I would forgot to update it.. 😅

So this time, with a new determination, I decided to just at least, get organized.. In order to be on strictly diet, to keep track on my expenses so I won't be a huge burden to my parents, and to achieve my DL target, I'm so gonna get myself together and be strict to myself.. 💪

I thought there's not much for me to be done but surprisingly, there's more than what I need to cope.. All the best dear self.. 😂