Chapter 17: Rant on Life

January 18, 2017

Assalammualaikum..


Life had been harsh to me lately.. Nothing comforts me and it's been years since I had this feeling.. I'm feeling empty and Idk, probably too tired of everything.. Guess it's gone together while I was in "drapetomania" mode? 😷

I had been back to my student life as the senior year at KUPTM KL since last Monday and to be frank, I'm not having fun at all.. I woke up everyday, motivated to become a good student but end up being a sleepy and grumpy student. 😪

Is it because of the new surroundings, the unfriendly classmates? Or probably it's due to the fact that we suddenly had to be in the short course, and the school practicum was faster than we expected? I had no idea.. 

All I know that I'm in a rush semester and it marks that another stressful semester would be chasing me.. On a positive thoughts, I would probably graduate this year, finishing all 6 semesters that was expected to be completed only by the end of this year..  Graduating few months earlier ain't a bad idea after all, isn't it? 😩

Oh well, I hope my spirit is back as soon as possible.. It's tiring to feel sleepy all day, being unmotivated and all sorts of negative vibes.. Dear self, please be more productive since your journey on this year ain't getting easier.. Sincerely, yourself..💕

18 comments:

  1. Keep calm and be positive. Get exercise and stay healthy. Good luck in this final year. May everything run smoothly ❤❤❤

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    1. Amin.. Insya-Allah I'll try my best sis.. Thanks for the quick tips..

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  2. theres gonna be a day or times where we as students gonna feel this kind of things.
    may ALLAH ease everything for you, anis. :)
    be strong :3

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    1. Amin.. Every student would feel this way somehow.. haha.. Thanks BV.. :3

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  3. May Allah ease everything, Allah yuftah alaikum! Fighting XD

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  4. maybe you just need some fresh restart or deep thought on how to go about the semester. feel that you can control this somehow. and lots of coffee. lol. i'd also suggest to distract yourself and restart. even though it is the start of the new semester.

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    1. Trying hard to control this and yup, trying for a reset.. Thanks for the supportive ideas.. <3

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  5. Looking forward to your graduation this year. U can do it Razanah. Hopefully i'll be in the hall watching you walking on stage with others. Good luck Anis.

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  6. Thank you Adam.. Well who knows if you and others might get an invitation, kan? Thanks for again for being supportive. :3

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  7. rindunya zaman study. even baru ja habis. sy pun belum grad lg. haha

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    1. hahaha.. Boleh sambung belajar lagi.. xD

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  8. read or just listen to some music. if this does not work out you should work out

    lololol

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    1. I'm not into reading sgt tau lately.. But I still do reading just not at frequent as before la.. Thinking to work out but KL had been raining for almost like everyday lately so kemalasan berleluasa.. haha

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