Chapter 221: Always

Can we rewind back to the start…?

To the days before the silence,
when your voice used to fill me with wisdom…
and when your eyes reflected love in secrecy…

I wish…
things were different.

I wish…
you were still here with me.

I wish…
you were the first person to greet me at the door every single day.

I wish…
you were the one listening to my shiny and stormy stories.

I wish…
you were still the person I turned to
for love…
and for comfort.

If only…
you were still around.
I would know exactly what choice to make,
because in every direction I take,
it’s always about proving how wrong you were…

And in proving how well I handle the mistakes,
there’s you…
smiling in silence,
despite his silence.

6 years without you…
It’s six years of emptiness,
six years of living in uncertainty,
and for six years…
I’ve been missing you continuously.

P/s:- 

It’s not his anniversary…

It’s just… this space has always been about us.

And now, before this little space of mine gets occupied by Ibu,

he deserves a little more of me here.

A little more love…

A little more remembrance…

A little more of the space that was always his.

written by;

-Flavnesz @ Chapters_ 8.52 p.m.-